Chapter 4 . The Murphy family

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Connor's point of view 

I was at the table with my parents and I was of course nothing to talk about because no-one really talked to me . My mom made pasta and it was really good i was enjoying it . 

 " hey Connor i headed your friends with that evan kid "  . I looked down sometimes my sister is always in my business and what is going on in my life . I stay quiet not wanting to talk  because all I could think of was evan . He was like my sunshine he was even better than slushies . 

 " Connor is this true you finally have a friend ?!? " . I realize my mom now is going into this and I don't want to be rude and ignore this so of course I have to say something .

 " Yes his name is evan and me and him are friends " . I feel bad saying that me and him were 'just friends ' because we are not just friends we have started dating .  And worse i didn't come out to my parents yet and I felt bad about this .  " I'm surprised Connor has a friend did to the fact he wears pink and likes pastel things " . My father was getting to me  I would secretly wear pink to school but the first time he was me wear it he talked about how boys don't wear pink . But yet I still wear pink .

 " yeah ... It is ... " I was getting anxious and worried that they would find out I'm gay and that evan is my boyfriend  . My head is screaming and I feel pain in feeling as if I have to tell them . I think we'll here goes nothing . 

" Mom , dad , Zoe can I say something please ? " . I see my family state at me like if they were looking through my soul . 

" Sure Connor say what's on your mind " my mother was always kind at what i had to say and think she was the best and worst in some ways . 

" I'm ... Gay  and I have a boyfriend named evan and I'm sorry if you don't accept me but it was worth a try at telling you " . I look to my sister happy , my mother smiling , and my dad smiling too like for real not fake . 

" Connor we still love you and we don't care as long as your happy and Zoe came out too us too and we didn't mind we care about you Connor " . My dad was being supportive and for the first time I heard him say i care . My mom and sister said what they wanted and  I finally after so long I felt happy for myself .

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