Glitter and Happiness { Completed}

Chapter 1 . Cherry

Warning contains : bullying , depression , smoking ,  and violence

Connor 's point of view 

I walk down the street to the 7/11  . We i walk to there i notice the evan Hansen kid standing outside the 7/11 smoking . Evan Hansen is like a emo kid who fights people and all which I heard from people . 

But it must be better being evan then me . I'm like what people call " Pastel Freak " . I'm used to the bullying and hurtful things people do but I just smile through it all  but in reality I'm crying and it makes me want to just die and just makes my depression worse and worse everyday.

I walk into the store and pour my self a cherry slushie I go over to pay to the store clerk and leave the 7/11 i walk to see  some jocks outside waiting for me like it i was prey. 

 " hello pink  bitch " The taller jock  of the group says 

I igrone   them and walk past them trying to go but one of the movie grab me by my hair and stops me .  " hey don't ignore  us  like that ! " They shout i felt them grab my hair tighter .  " Ow that hurts S-Stop " I yelled . They don't stop and I feel weak . " hey leave him alone " someone yells . I look over to see  evan Hansen i feel the jocks let me go . " look  emo freak came to save his little freak fag   " They yell . " he's not a cab and shut up " evan yells . He goes over to punch one of the jocks and see one the jocks bruised from the punch . I see the jocks run off and then I lock eyes with evan hansen.

 " Are you okay " he asked  . " yeah thanks I'm ok " I said . He grinned at me then have me my slushie which I had put down .  We both sit down and I slurp my slushie  and I see him take out a cigarette . I'm not usually one to like smoking i have never smoked and never will but I don't say anything .  " So your Connor murphy right ? " evan asked . " yeah and your evan Hansen " I answered and said  I was him smile and I smiled i couldn't help but love his smile it was so kind and comfortable . "Yeah I'm evan " he answered . " so what were you doing here ? " I aske  . " I just came to relax and get some quiet " evan said.  " well I'm done with my slushie now " I said .  " ok are going home " evan asked . " yeah " I answered he looked at me then at the store and got up . " can I drive you or did you walk ? " he asked . I wasn't sure what to say so I decided sure he seems nice even though the rumors say he's not . " sure I would like that " I answered i followed him to his car and sat  in the front and buckled my seat belt . 

He asked for my address and I have it to him so I didn't have to navigate . As he drove he turned on the radio which had  alot of j pop and k pop  on  which was my favorite music .  When we got to my house i got out of the car and thanked him for driving me . " thanks again for everything evan " I said . " your welcome " he said . I walked to my door and just before I could open it he yelled something out . " wait Connor can I ask you something " he yelled i turned around and nodded a yes to him .  " Can I have your number I want to get to know you more " he asked  .  I of course liked the fact evan was so nice and him asking for my number was something big but if course I said sure and we exchanged numbers . I waved bye to evan and got in my house and there was none home because dad was still at work , Zoey was with her friend Alana , and mom was at yoga . But all I could think of was evan he looked so hot and cute . And also I'm gay so  thinking like this wasn't new to me because I like guys only thing was I haven't came out yet . And something about evan was so beautiful .

Evan's point of view 

I couldn't get my mind off of Connor he was just so cute and I just loved his eyes those eyes i could look at all day . I went straight to my bedroom thinking I knew I was bisexual so I knew I would like someone one day but Connor was like a big true crush he just made me feel all warm and fuzzy.

I couldn't believe people would bully him he's so kind of was like people can be so horrible but my mind was filled with 

Connor .

Connor.

Connor.

God damn  I couldn't take it I was in love with this kid I just meet and I am just deeply in love .