Our Fate (GirlxGirl)

Chapther 11: The truth

Rhian's POV

I can't hold the tears that are escaping from my eyes while writing this letter. Glai, I know that you'll hate me for doing this... for leaving you behind but you need to be happy. Selfish na kung selfish pero ayaw kitang ikulong sa isang relasyon na wala namang kasiguraduhan. Sa pag-alis ko alam kong marami ang maaring mangyari at magbago. Maaring makahanap ka ng taong magpapasaya sayo at tatanggapin ko yun. I'll be gone but I'll be back. I promise and I will get you back whatever it takes. Alam kong sinabi kong wag ka maghanap ng katulad ko na walang paninindigan but I'll try to change for you... for us so that I can be your the one. I'll fight for us.

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"Iha, ang aga mo namang dumating?" salubong sakin ni dad perp derederetso parin ako sa paglalakad then he suddenly stopped me. "wait... are you crying?" he asked. "Who the heck hurt my princess?" sabi niya ng pagalit.

"Dad..." I said between my sobs and hugged him tight. 

"It's okay honey.. you'll be alright. What happened?" He asked worriedly.

"Dad. I have something to tell you." alanganin kong sabi.

"What is it?" kunot noo niyang tanong.

"But please don't be angry."

"What is it?" he asked again.

"Magagalit ka ba kung sasabihin kong tutol ako sa fix marriage?" tanong ko. Tumahimik muna siya tsaka huminga ng malalim.

"I believe that you are at your right age to decide whom do you want to marry but why didn't you say it earlier? alalang tanong niya. "I didn't know that I am the reason kung bakit ka nasasaaktan and I am so sorry honey. I thought it was okay because you didn't complain." paliwanag niya. I can't blame dad kasi tama naman siya.

"Do you hate me?" I asked him while looking to his eyes.

"Ofcourse not!" Mabilis niyang sagot. "Stop crying now baby okay? I don't hate you or anything understood?" tumango nalang ako.

Kailangan kong itama lahat ng ito for her sake. I can't imagine myself na wala si G. "Dad...." I hesistate "I have... something to admit." I said looking to his eyes. "I like guys but..." I took a deep breath, its now or never. "I am inlove with a girl." I said. He didn't answer he just stayed quiet.

I held his hands. I know his shocked. "Dad? Do you hate me now?" I said teary eyed.

"No.. I am just not prepared iha. I didn't expect this.. You are always attracted to boys. You are so obsessed with cute guys." He laughed and I laughed too. "This girl must be a very gorgous. To think that she bend you."

"She is dad but I broke up with her." And again I cried.

"Why?"

"Because I am scared of what you'll do when you find out."

"You're big girl now." My dad said. "Kaya mo na ang sarili mo and I belive you know what is right or wrong but you are still my princess. Magagalit lang ako kung sasaktan ka niya." He said tapping my right shoulder. "Go get your girl!"

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Pasukan na bukas and I am excited and scared at the same time. It's been 2 weeks since I last talked to her. Kumusta na kaya siya? I hope its not too late. Please Galiza, don't give up on me. I kept calling her this past 2 week but she won't answer my call and I understand that. Why would you talk to the person who always end up breaking your heart into pieces. I am an ass for doing it. Dumping her over a letter? Such a bitch!

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A/N:

Nanjan pa ba kayo? 🤗

-J✖