"I'm sorry Ms. Vale but you lost the baby." The doctor said, his face trying to show concern even though I was nobody to him. I wanted to yell at him. I wanted to get up out of this bed and slap that stupid look off his face. Yet, I didn't move. I lay there, numb from the pain, wondering what I had done wrong. Why was it that everyone I loved was taken from me in one way or another?
A soft tap came from the door, the doctor using that as his cue to leave. Gabriel entered carrying a bunch of sunflowers, like they would make me feel any better. Nothing would make me feel better. I had lost everything...everything!
He placed the flowers on the table, promising to find a vase. I just lay there glaring at him. Gabriel wasn't even worth me waste my breath for. There was something different about him...a part of me praying that he was hurting as much as me.
"Lilly, I'm so, so very sorry." He declared, reaching for my hand. I snatched it away. Repelled by the very thought that he would touch me. This was his fault. He had taking everything from me. I hated him.
"Lilly..." He begged, trying to look to me for comfort.
"Don't." I warned. I didn't want to talk about it. I wanted to be left alone.
"Please, Lilly. I need you to know I never meant to hurt you or our child." That did it. I turned to face him. "But you did. You brought the guns and started firing first. You were the one who took everything I had left from me. I have nothing now, thanks to you." I sucked in a deep breath. "I heard you on the phone talking about me when I left. You never wanted kids with me and you wouldn't have protected us. Now it's all gone. I don't ever want to see you again. I hate you, Gabriel and I'll never forgive you...not for this. You should've have been the one to die. I don't even know why I am here, I shouldn't be alive."
"You're alive though, it is a miracle but you are here."
"At the cost of everyone I love...at the cost of my child...it isn't worth being alive." I struggled to fight back the tears. I didn't want to be feeling this lose with him in the room.
"Lilly, I didn't know. If you had told me I would never have...I was coming to save you. Michael wants you dead...I...Shit."
"I don't care anymore." I told him, turning my face away so he couldn't see the tears.
"I never stopped loving you Lilly, not even when Michael had me convinced you had used me just so you could go back to Levi or when I saw you begging me to save him. I hate myself right now, more than you could, ever. Lilly, I need you to know I'll always love you, no matter how you feel about me."
I heard my door shut as he walked out, leaving the flowers on the table. Picking them up, I smashed them against the bed, watching the petals drop as they fell apart, much like the pieces of my life. Once I found myself again though I was going to make Gabriel pay.
"Lilly?" I heard the soft whisper of a voice. It was dark and way past visiting hours. I wondered if it was one of the Order coming to finish me off.
"Lilly." The voice called again, this time I opened my eyes and turned to look where it was coming from. Uziel stood at the foot of my bed shimmering in his ghost like form.
"Uziel?" I cried wondering how it was possible.
"Lilly I can't stay long for Leviathan is weak but know he is alive."
"Levi...he's alive?" The words seemed almost impossible, if they had not come fromUziel.
"Yes but you need to find him in Hell. He needs you to save him." Uziel said beforedisappearing. I sat, pinching myself. Levi was alive. He was alive.
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Blood Lilly
МистикаSequel to Death Lilly. (This is still in draft stage and even though I have tired to keep the mistakes to a minimum, there will undoubtably be some however I pray it doesn't take away from the reading experience.) Lilly Vale has been to Hell and Ba...