What if she broke them?

Love is a confusing thing

Sorry it feels like I haven't uploaded in a long time so well here you are:)

*knock knock* I look up from my book written my Ben Elton.

"Harry! Harry! Haz!"

I sighed "louis you don't have to knock it's your room to"

"I know but whatever" louis came and sat down on my bed next to be with a bit of paper and a pen.

"What you got there?" I asked out of curiosity.

He bit his bottom lip tightly and turned his attention to the paper in his hands. Why is nervous?

"Erm Haz, I was erm wondering if I can erm" the blue eyes boy stuttered.

I motioned for him to carry on and he just looked at me with those gorgeous blue eyes.

"Can I erm have you autograph and your picture?"

*******

How many hours has it been? One maybe two? Everyone is downstairs and I am up here on my own with my knees up to my head rocking bald and forth crying.

I don't know why I am crying i just feel so sad and broken hearted and horrible.

"Harry!"

Shit. It's louis. He cannot see me cry he will think I am a baby and -.

The door opened.

I refused to break my stare from my pillow I will not look at him I refuse to.

I hear a gasp and some shuffling then the bed dips behind me. Then unexpectedly I feel familiar warm arms snaking there way around my torso.

He pulled my into his lap to cradle me like a baby. My breath hitched. I felt abasaloutly ridiculous. But it felt so right to be in his arms like that.

Louis was warm and soft like a blanket. We have totally got to his and her blankets in the future.

He removed the hair out of my face and used his thumb to wipe away my tears. I wanted to escape and run away and never come back, but I couldn't, my only movement I had was to wipe my nose. Smooth now I am a sloppy git with no tissue.

I stopped my plans to escape his touch, and just nuzzled my head into his neck. Louis froze but I refused to pull away. Suddenly louis is pulling me away. I am so confused.

Before I can even do anything. Louis beautiful thin pale pink lips that look so tender are crashing down on to my full plump pink ones. It's not tough it's loving, beautiful. I swipe my tounge across his bottom lip asking for entrance. He accepts. Our tounges dance together and I can honestly say this is the best kiss I have ever had. I snaked my arm around his neck and placed my hand on his cheek and his arms wrapped securing round my waste and I put my knees on either side of his hips and straddled him and we kissed again. Those lips felt so familiar to me and I don't know why but it was magical.

We pulled away as we both gasped for air.

"Haz me and my girlfriend broke up because of how different my life would be now" he stated.

I looked up at him, too shocked to even move.

"That and partly because I realised something"

I gulped.

"Harry I am totally head over heels in love with you"

I gasped. And louis removed me from his lap and ran out of the room and into one of the bathrooms.

*******

Were all sitting on the stares ready to film our video diary for this week but louis is still in the bathroom refusing to come out.

Is is my fault? If so what did I do? I feel so guilty right now! He broke up with his girlfriend and I didn't even know. He hates me but he kissed me? He said he loves me but he ran away? What the fuck is going on?

Liam gives me a nudge to tell me that we are filming so I guess I'm starting off.

"Hi we are one direction and this is week 5"

And after I have said my little introduction I zone out and Niall starts talking about the X factor experience.

A couple minutes later I hear the bathroom door unlock and louis comes and joins us on the stairs with a bin kid on his head. He is refusing to make eye contact so I guess we are just ignoring the kiss then.