Well...shit

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This is a short chapter but whatever

Today's the last X factor performance so basically the final! Everyone is pretty sure we will win and I want to so bad but matt and Rebecca are really talented and we are just 5 boys from well everywhere it's a tough competition.

Everyone's coming tonight; my mum, Gemma, robin, dad and a few friends from back home!

I'm so nervous what it we don't win and I have to go back home and back to working in the bakery. it will be so embarrassing and louis says that we can move in together because we made it official that we are dating but we haven't told the boys yet and he says that he loves me and he will never leave me. But if we don't win he might change his view of me and go back home to Doncaster.

Flashback

Me and louis are cuddling on my bed and we are wrapped up in my duvet and I'm laying on his little tummy that I find overly cute but he always says that "he doesn't like to know how much he weighs and he still has to squeeze into his jeans but he is perfect to me and all those little things are what they add up to and I am in love with Lou and all his little things" (I had to change he lyrics a little bit but whatever)

Louis clears his throat "haz?" He says with a questioning tone.

I lift my head up from his tummy and look up at him "yes Lou?"

Louis starts to fiddle with my hair and he waits a while but then he speaks up. "When we are done here with all the X factor stuff we should move in together near the other boys in a little condo but me and you we could live together in a house on our own" he bites his bottom lip nervously "if you want I mean you don't have to but -"

I smile wide from ear to ear, I untangle myself from his body and sit up I give him a tight hug and mumble into his neck "I would love to boo" that his nick name 'boo' it suits him.

End of flashback

We are about to walk on stage for the results of the final and my heart is beating about a million miles per hour I am so nervous.

We are all standing huddled with Simon but I'm not standing next to louis because Niall wanted to stand next to me so who was I to interfere and louis was on the other side of him.

I can't control myself anymore nerves get to me and I put my head down and wipe my eyes, I can feel louis eyes on me and his hand reaches over across Niall and on to my arm he gives it a reassuring squeeze.

Dermet o'creepy well that's what the other boys call him because he fancies my mum so he started calling me son but he gave me a couple of jumpers and polo shirts so I don't mind. It's just a bit strange.

"And the name of the act going through to the head to head final with Matt is"

I feel Niall tense beside me and my palms are getting sweaty.

The long suspense pause ends and Dermet's voice rings through the arena.

"Rebecca"

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