In love with a psycho: Spiderman-Carnage x reader

What now?

'Should I....?'

You wondered out loud, pressing your face into the palm of your hand, your gaze locked beyond the window.

It was only a moment until your eyes wandered back to what was in your hand.

A pregnancy test.

You were nervous.

You weren't sure if you were pregnant or not but the real question was....

Were you ready to have a baby?

You didn't know.

You set the still unused pregnancy test on the counter, before shifting through the cupboards in search of some lunch.

You knew you'd be a good mom and all but you also knew the life Cletus lived was quite dangerous...

If something happened to Cletus you'd be all alone, caring for a baby.

You wouldn't know what to do.

Eventually with a soft hum of satisfaction you pulled F/L/F out of the cupboard and started to prepare yourself a meal.

The soft pitter patter of rain in the background was quite comforting but you couldn't help but think:

'Jeez why's it raining so damn much, lately? What is this, a cheesy romance film?'

Once you were done, you sat down and ate your fill, putting your left over's into the fridge.

Afterwards you started to pick up around the apartment, and currently you were folding laundry when you couldn't help but glance at your cellphone.

You really hoped Peter and Mary were okay.

Guilt once again tingled in your mind making you sigh.

You really did love Cletus but you also missed your friends and family.

You smiled thinking of your mom at home likely watching jerry springer on the TV while yelling at the screen.

You thought about your dad watching your mom and shaking his head at her humorous antics before giving in and grabbing himself a snack, sitting next to your mother.

And knowing that they were possibly going to be grandparents was also a little nerve-wracking.

Finally you let your hands fall into your lap before you once again finally allowed yourself to glance at the test.

You needed to stop distracting yourself from it.

You had to find eventually.

You carefully plucked it up from the table, carrying it with you the the bathroom and closing the door behind you.

What happens, is gonna happen...

You told yourself quietly, before preparing for whatever was gonna happen......oh god.

(Hello! Author here! Were gonna have a vote that determunes the next chapter. So tell me dear reader's is she gonna be pregnant? Yes or no? The choice is your's '-')