When Eridan left something inside me broke. What he said broke me even more. I was flushed for Sollux but Eridan was just. I can't even put in words how much he meant to me. I wish it could have stayed the same way. I decided to tell him.
"-Eridan. I do care about you. I'm so sorry of w)(at happened earlier. I've decided that I will be your matesprit." Well that's what I would have typed, if I was able to. So instead I just said
")(ey w)(ats up!" It was hard pretending to be happy all the time when the troll I loved thought I hated him. I couldn't handle it. A fuchsia liquid started to drip from my chin. Thin trails of fuchsia. I could only imagine the violet. I got a message, hoping it was Eridan. I was slightly disappointed to see it.
"What2 up! ii mii22 you!" I just ignored the yellow message. And hoped for violet. I kept thinking about him how perfectly lonely he was. How perfectly perfect he was. I wish he knew how much he really meant to me. I saw a message
"Oh hey.... Nofin' reely just sittin' here." The violet text read. I replied
"I'm so sorry about earlier E-ridan you know I care about you. We're friends rig)(t?"
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Please Just Care
Hayran KurguA Homestuck fanfic (warning very depressing and triggering.)
