Warnings: needles, doctors, general panicking, brief nod to past abuse/ date rape drug
Phil's POV
~.~I have been living with Dan for a little over a month and it has been pretty good so far. I've been going to my therapy appointments and I'm guessing sometime soon there is going to be a house check in to make sure everything is fine. Which it is. I'm really glad I have Dan as my owner he's the best mas- owner I've had ever.
He doesn't want me to call him master or sir but it's really hard to train myself not to. Thankfully Dan doesn't get mad when I mess up he just says "Dan is fine we are both equal." And I try to do as he says but he's still my owner and I have to listen to him. I don't tell him I think that though because then he probably would be upset.
Right now I'm kicking myself for thinking like this because Dan is making me go to the doctors. Maybe if I said something more I wouldn't have to go if we're both as equal as he says. I have never been to a real doctors office, master just had some random person come in and test us and left it at that. The shelter has their own doctors but it's apart of the place.
Dan had us take a taxi today and I'm glad he did because I know I'm thinking too much to be ok on the tube. I don't want to deal with people bumping into me and saying rude comments. I don't want to even be in this car but it is better than the tube.
"We're almost there. I'll be with you the whole time ok?" He says giving me a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes.
I nod my head choosing that my hands are way more interesting than anything else going on. I extend and retract my claws watching how they move. It wasn't until I lived with Dan I really started using them. Not for anything important but just for the fact I can move them and Dan doesn't clip them or get mad. Dan got me some cardboard once he learned I had my hidden claws so I could sharpen them and keep them small how I wanted.
I look out the window when I feel the car stop longer than it has been through the traffic and see we are outside what I'm guessing to be the doctors office.
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"Philip Howell." A younger man calls out in the waiting room. I follow Dan as he gets up and walks over. "Hello I'm Dr. Reid I'm gonna guess and say you're Philip?" He asks looking at me.
"Yes sir." I say making quick eye contact before locking my eyes on my feet. It's a habit Dan wants me to break but I can't do something wrong and make the person who can legally do anything with my body mad. Thankfully the doctor makes no complaint about how I'm acting so it's probably my best bet to play it safe.
"Ok wonderful if you guys want to follow me back this way. We will start off by checking your weight and height." Dr. Reid says. He stands over by a wall with a tape measure on the side of it. I take off my hat and hand it to Dan so I can be messed and then I have to stand on this black box to see how much I weigh. So far this is really easy but I know from the shelter that the worry comes when you go into the private room.
That is where we go next. In the room are 2 chairs next to one big bed like chair and Dr. Reid takes a spiny chair. "You can sit wherever you like I just have to ask you some questions." I look around not knowing what I should do, I see Dan sitting in one of the chairs but I don't know if I'm allowed to sit there. I don't like the look of the bed thing with paper on it, there are some wires hanging down that don't make me feel good.
I settle for the floor and go to sit on my knees when Dan stops me. "Phil you don't have to sit on the floor." I nod and stand back up not knowing what I should do now. "How bout we sit together?" Dan gets up and sits on the big chair making the paper crinkle underneath him. I look over at the wires hanging by the wall then over to Dan and back again before I sit next to him.
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