Rockstars don't cry

chapter 5

passing through the blue closets , hedding to our classes , me , luke , alec , zack and justin walked through the school's hallway to our classes . We stopped in the middle of two paths when the bell rang  " so here we split " luke said . me and alec had the same classe so we took our way to ours and what a surprise , on our way we passed besides mary and her two other friends 

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at classe

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 " okay classe , open your books " the teacher said 

i obeyed and opened the crimson history book  . all my focus on the lesson until something cough my eye . a cheat of paper was thrown into my table . and brandon  the basketball player and mary's boyfriend AND ALSO MY MIDDLE SCHOOL EX was smirking next to me , while mary was biting her lower lip . i ignored that paper at first knowen exactly what would it be written ,however i ended up opening the white paper   

psychos  can't read 

rolling my eyes , i tossed that cheat of paper away from me . even though it was one of my daily routines i still felt anger washing me inside and annoyance taking me over . 

" You shouldn't stay silante " alec who was setting behind me spoke  

" Do you have an brilliant idea ? "  i questioned him in an annoyed whisper   

" pay back , doing nothing is what making them joke about you" 

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weeks have past , and i've been doing well in school because of my new band mates ! . really , now i'm no more the lonely emo girl ,and i don't eat next to the door anymore . and most of girls think that the boys are hot and i'm lucky to be a friend of them, now they are trying tobe  friends with me so they can get closer to the them . and everytime i walk besid luke , mary stares and smirks .she's planing on something , right ? 

almost everyday ,after school  we go to luke's house for a band practice we usually film ourselves and post it on youtube after making some covers 

for me . i write some songs when i get ispired 

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A morning , in school i didn't see one of my friends  , maybe they didn't arrive yet . i went to my closet and a tall musculed figure appeared infront of me stopping me from moving forward . blonde hair with brown eyes , a basketball jersy ,it was brandon  " hey rokeen " 

i raised and eyebrow " uhh -- hey ?" 

"just thinking , where is your boyfriend ? " he asked   , " That's really weird of you asking that , and i don't have a boyfriend , why the sudden question ?" i asked back 

" nothing , um i wanna talk to you about something , something that was on my head in a while"   i walked past him causing my shoulder hits his  left arm " i don't wanna hear it " 

the basketball player rushed and jumped infront of me , stopping me from moving again . " you are a cute girl, smart , and .... " he looked at me from my head to down my feets " stylish " 

" okay ? thanks "  i replied awkwerdly  " i like you " he added 

i opened my mouth as my eyes got wide , " w-what ? "  

"i like you " he smiled  " you are mary's bf , i'm not going to fall for that " i replied confused 

" i don"t like her anymore  , i like you " he winked and went  . 

What the hell ?!

i'm not dump , i'm sure mary bea is planing on something  cause there is no way brandon skyes leave mary for me . Not in a million years 

next day 

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i went straight to my locker putting my books inside  till i saw bridget and clarisse , mary's side kicks  circuling around their brunnet friend , they were kinda far in the end of the hallway so i took a few steps to have a better view .  She was covering her face with her hands and the girls hugging her  

" He left me .." she cried 

" You deserve so much better MB " bridget patted her head 

maybe brandon is not pranking me , maybe he really likes me , he was kinda my boyfriend when we were 13 years old . However things didn't work out so i didn't count it as a big thing

so , it's real ! brandon still likes me ? .. i still can't believe it 

i walked away in a hurry , with the situation on my mind . mary always bullyed me . maybe if it's real then this is a perfect payback . i muscular wall hit my face softly , i pumped into luke's chest 

" Are you on a rush ? "  

" Oh i'm sorry , i didn"t--"  

he cutted me saying " it's alright , "   . at that moment i was still smiling like a dumb crazy girl 

" What's on the smile ? Good notes ? " luke asked ,  " oh , nothing much , just .... a boy " 

i have never smiled because of a boy , even i was surprised from myself . 

" A boy ? " luke crossed his eyebrows and his smile dropped   " tell me more " he added 

" Brandon skyes , told me that he likes me " i showed my teeth by my smile "  but isn"t he -- " 

i cutted him saying that he broke up with Mary bea  . Luke simply nodded and walked away , then , he stoped  and turned around facing me " Just don"t fell in his little game "  

Luke's right , brandon still could be pranking me, after all he said the same to many other girls but he always ended up with MB  . am i going to let my emotions decide ? to have back brandon ? to fix myself and being a little bit popular  than an outcast ? 

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The classe 

" All right classe , take your seats " the teacher said . Brandon skyes entered the classe with a white shirt and a leather jacket above it . with black jeans and a white superstar adidas and damns he was a hella . wait !! since when i care about boys ! 

he walked to the classe and between all girls he winked at me and set behind me " Morning beautiful " he whispered 

i didn't even turn around  , bitting my low lip with a smile . 

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Luke's pov 

Today i have a classe with rokeen , she was setting next to me putting her hand on her rose soft cheek ,as her hair fell down on the side ,  when brandon came , i knew he would be the subjet of her thoughts . When she saw him she fixed her setting posetion  

i saw him whispering something to her , as she looked down and smiled looking hppy with her hair falling on her eyes . i won't  lie , even that she wear a punk style , she still the cutest girl in school , No the cutest girl the whole world . i do care for her and i don't want her to be a joke in his eyes .