Rockstars don't cry

Chapter 19

Amaranthe - Dream

i was in that dark green room again ,  . the microphone were placed in the middle of it like usual , the only sound i could hear is the instrumenal playing on the big headphones that layed on my head  and i sang along softly and slowly the chorus   " every single day that I've done my time Raising every doubt that is in my min-- " 

" rokeen , again stop " the producer's voice filled the room again as i took off the headphones . 

" you have a great voice , i get it but this is a rock song you can't sing in in a slow rythem "  . his head was resting on the palm of his head while his finguers massages his eyes . 

" but i did rise my voice this time " i looked at the glasse mirror on my left side . 

  "try to lift the peach a little , i promise it'll sound better " .i nodded " okey " . as i put the headphones again . i started to sing again , higher than the last 3 times . 

I've been searching my dreams for a lifetime

I don't want to believe it's the last time

The way that I feel

Like I want to be free in serenity

i've been searching my dreams for a lifetime

I'm going to ignite what is in my mind

And I am sincere won't give in to my fears

I don't want to beLost in a dream

" see , now  you got it right , take a 5 " his voice filled the room again . , i put the phones on the mic . and ran away outside the dark recording room .  

" Come on , we need to discuss something with the manager " . he titled his head on the side . " about ? " i followed him .  he kept silance while walking . 

as we arrived to the meeting room  , he opened the door and there was the manager with the band surronding a tall table .their eeys fixed on us as  i took a seat at the end of it and the producer set next to the manager .  

" She finally came , now we can discuss your first  album " the manger gathered his hands .  he turned to the producer " before that , tarron , is the song ready ? "  - " almost done . " 

" Perfect , Dream will be the last song on the album , then we will publish it two weeks later after the song will be ready , Eva my secretary  will tell you when's the photoshoots for the album  , be prepared " 

" Thank you sir , i have feelings that the album will be a gunshot " luke smiled , he rested his back on the chair . 

" A gunshot ? i want it to be a bomb , ready to explode and make damages to other musician " 

" good girls song was number 11 , in the top 20 best songs of the month . and that is good , but not good enough to win some awards "  tarron , the producer spoke .  

" we will do our best sir " justin spoke too " i asur you that " .