Rockstars don't cry

Chapter 2

Daughtry - Waiting for Superman

School is over for this day , i got back home , i threw my backbag on the floor of my room  and then myself on my bed while i picked up my phone to listen to music . i close my eyes , as i fly away with my mind to my happy place . my imagination . 

She's talking to angels, counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She's dancing with strangers, falling apart
Waiting for Superman to pick her up
In his arms yeah, in his arms yeah
Waiting for Superman

see , i don't fit in this world , i don't belong here i didn't have much friends , i don't think life is meant for everybody  but then magically  my imagination saves me everyday from reality and takes me away from all the bad vibes i go through to a happy place .  my mind is a mess , a really big mess , it's like my father lives inside of it still making his usuall mess . however i do have a happy place inside of it too , a happy corner , just like the corner of my room under the window .

sleep took me away as i start dreaming of dark dirty long hallway with blood spreded on the walls , then a cry comes from the last room . " Summer !" a soft voice cryed   " Summer ? ! " the voice got louder , i tryed to speak , to let out my voice , but i couldn't . " SUMMER !!! " the cry turned into a loud scream . 

" Dinner's ready !" 

my eyes got wide by the voice of tori shouting from the kitchen , Oh my god it's that nightmare again . this nightmare has been haunting me since i was a kid . the voice usually sounds like my mom's . 

 , i went downstaires and i joined the couple  the dinner .silance was killing the room till cole broke it " So ... what did you do today rok "  . 

" Nothing " i replied " well you must did something the whole day you didn't just set there wanting to punch people  " he replied taking a bet of his soup " i met a boy " 

" you met a boy ! " tori smiled a biiig smile " yeah it's not a big deal , i just showed him the school that's all "   she put her hand above my shoulder and smiled" Just .. Just try to make him a friend of yours " " why do you want me to have a friend so bad "  i wondered " it's not normal for a kid to be alone rokeen " cole replied  . 

it is normal to me  " i feel fine " 

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  wednesday morning , i opened the class door . " misses blake , as always ..LATE " the teacher glared at me ." Sorry mrs Mails "  i was annoyed at the point were i didn't care if i got detention for been late for the 3rd time this week or not  " make that sorry raise your grades , now set next to mr larson your seat is taken "  Larson ? no one in my class named larson  " larson ?" i raised an eyebrow " Luke larson , the new kid " she pointed to luke , the boy who i showed the school " if you were here earlier you would know "  

" Hey , it's you " he smiled  " it's you " i raised an eyebrow , luke looked at me from my head to my feet " i like what you're wearing " i was wearing leather jacket with black punk / emo hoodie and ripped black short ending it with conversse. " not bad for your self too " i said annoyed . i'm not really a morning person so don't mind me being in a horrible mood in the mornig  

" i like your bandana more " he pointed at my old black and pink bandana that were tighted around my wrist 

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The Bell Rung . everybody is in the hallway 

" Hey wait up , " luke shouted from behind " Are you talking to me .. ? " i smiled rising an eyebrow . " yeah who else i know in this school " he smiled back " Oh , yeah .. sorry i'm just-not used to talk to people a lot "  i replied walking beside him " why's that  ? " luke added " cause i really don't know , maybe i don't have friends here  "