I haven't talked or seen Phil in about 2 days now,I began to worry,I don't know why,but I have. I decide to text him.
sent:12:50pm Dan: Phil,can we talk?
1:22pm; Dan: Phil?
4:32pm; Dan: I'm coming to your house.
I ran to my car and rushed to Phil's house.
I knock.
"Hey Dan h-"
"where is Phil??"
"Oh.he isn't here."
"Where is he??"
"He asked to borrow the car a couple moments ago,why?"
"Can I come in real quick?"
"Uh. Yeah?"
I rush upstairs to Phil's bedroom,his bed is a mess,his bird hasn't been fed,no letters,nothing.
I calmed down,then thought back to how his bird hasn't been fed.
"WE NEED TO FIND PHIL!"
"WHAT?"
"I need to find Phil!"
"Why?"
"I got to go!"
"Wait,i'm coming."
"n-" she cut me off.
"HE IS MY SON! I AM COMING!"
I nod.
I start my car and rush to Ceader Cliff,no car,nothing,I rush into the woods,Mrs.Lester following behind.
Nothing.
"You said he took the car?"
"Yeah."
I think for a moment.
SHIT
"GET IN THE CAR!"
I rush back to the Lester's house,I see smoke coming out of the bottom of the garage,I lift up the door,there,something I would never want to see in my whole lifetime of living,Phil Lester,sitting in the car,eyes closed,his skin pale,paler than usual,his eyes puffy and brusied,I open the car door and drag him out into the drive way.
"CALL AN AMBULANCE!"
"Phil.." I say crying holding him.
"It's going to be okay,I promise,stay with me okay?"
I heard him wheeze.
Moments later an ambulance arrives.
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*several hours later*
I wait in the waiting room,my heart racing,Mrs.Lester on my right,holding my hand crying,I ounce my leg up and down,my heart almost drops when the doctor walks up to us.
"You may visit him now,he says he wants to see Dan first." The doctor looks at me.
I nod and stand up.
He leads me to the room,I walk in,I stop in my track as soon as I see him,I rush over to him,I hug him,softly,his who body,bruised and pale(r),he wheezed.
"P-phil.."
He opens his eyes.
"dan." his voice is raspy.
"why?"
He frowns.
"I knew you were changing your mind,and I couldn't bare to see you die,I care about you to much."
"Phil,I changed my mind because-" I stop myself.
should I tell him?
"Because?"
"Because,Phil Michal Lester,I love you,and I care bout you,and I didn't want to see you die,I know you are such a better person than you think you are,you are capable of so many things,you are perfect Phil,no matter what the hell you think. You don't deserve to die."
"But I do.."
"PHIL, Listen to me,you made a mistake,but God took her for a reason,it wasn't your fault,you were young,not responsible enough,don't blame yourself,she is in a better place now,and it just makes it better,because you don't have to worry about he going threw the feelings we did.."
He looks me in the eye.
"dan.."
"yeah?"
"come here."
I get closer to him.
We kiss,a small,but sweet.
"I love you too."
I smile.
The doctor knocks on the door.
Behind him follow the Lester's.
"Phil.."
Mrs.Lester rushes to Phil.
"Awh,my poor baby." She says crying.
I leave the room to give them their privacy.
After minutes Mrs.Lester tells me Phil wants me to stay with him tonight,I agree to.
I grab an extra blanket and sit curled up in the chair.
"Dan,get over here you nerd."
"What?"
"Get your ass over here and sleep on the bed with me."
"I can't,I don't want to hurt you.."
"Get over here."
I walk over and lay in the free space next to Phil and cuddle next to him.
"Goodnight Phil."
"Goodnight Dan." He kisses my forehead.
I fall asleep that night smiling.
YOU ARE READING
Our hearts are a black hole
Fanfiction*WARNING: CONTAINS TALK ABOUT SUICIDE AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS ALONG WITH SELF HARM! DO NOT READ IF THESE ARE TRIGGERS! somewhat based off the book "My heart and other black holes" Dan is planning on committing suicide,because o what his mother...
