Broken Glass//Shawn Mendes (UNDER MAJOR EDITING)

Chapter 5

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I woke up to the annoying ass sound of my alarm clock. Today was a Monday, so I had school. I was actually really nervous for Nash. The only people he knows is Taylor and I. I guess Cameron lives in Canada now, because he moved with his aunt to be with Nash. Their friendship is so cute. It's almost like they're brothers.

I pulled myself out of my bed and looked into the mirror. I looked like a mess. I've been staying up all night thinking about how I found my mother, and then found out that she had a whole other family without me.

I was actually kind of pissed. She went with Chad to America and left me behind. She didn't want me to know about her being in America. Why? I don't know. But it perturbed me.

I took a shower and blow dried my hair. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and put light makeup on. Today felt like a bum day I so wore bum day clothes. Grey sweatpants, a white Ed Sheeran t-shirt, and black Vans.

I pulled out my phone and agitatedly dialed Taylor's number. I didn't want to go to school at all. It's hell there.

"Hello?"

"Will you come pick me up? I don't want to walk."

"You never want to walk."

"Please"

"Okay. Be there in like 10 minutes." He said and with that we hung up.

I had no idea how I was supposed to focus. I hope Shawn is gonna be there today. This whole weekend I've thought of Shawn and I had no idea why. Yeah he was nice to me and had a great face to look at, but all we did was have a conversation. Kinda like small talk.

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Taylor and I walk I to the big double doors and everyone's eyes come our way. Taylor and I were kinda like the ironic friends of the school. You would never think we'd be Friends. He's one of the popular guys and I'm kinda just in the background and always have been.

Then I see a tall guy with brown hair and a blonde streak in it.

"Nash!" I yell as I grab Taylor's arm and run to him. He smiles back and waves. "You nervous?" I ask and give him a sly smile. "Yeah, a little.." he blushed and looked around the huge hallway. "It's okay. Just don't tell anyone you're my brother." I said and patted his shoulder. "Why?" he asked and burrowed his eyebrows together.

My smile faded and at that point I knew that I would have to tell my Mom, Nash, Hayes, and Chad that I've cut and tried to kill myself. I would also have to tell them that Im bullied at school because of it. "Just don't." I say and walk away.

I get through the school day and walk home. I was moving my stuff into my new room today. I load my stuff into Taylor's Car and we drive to my Moms house. Everything gets unloaded and i sit in the middle of my half empty room. "Grandpas bringing your bed, dresser, and desk when he gets off." Mom says as she walks into my room. she sits down beside me and wraps her arm around and sets it on my shoulder.

"This is gonna be great." I say and lean my head on her shoulder. We heard the door open down stairs and a sudden loud "hey!" from Nash. Moms face lit up and she said "Nash's new friend is here. Come down and meet him with me". I nodded and got up.

I ran down the long stair case behind my Mom and he made our way to the from door. I stopped in my tracks. My heart started pounding out of my chest when I saw who it was.

"Hey Mom and Spencer. This is Shawn. Shawn this is my mom and my sister, Spencer." Nash introduced us.

"Hello Mrs. Grier." Shawn said and shook my moms hand.

"After days of you ignoring my texts... we meet again." Shawn smiled at me and pulled me in for a hug.

"I'm sorry. I'm just handling a lot right now." I say and hug him back. The feeling of him touching me again was so amazing. I felt like I could never let go of him.

"You guys know each other?" Nash asked.

"I'm gonna go make dinner." My mom said and left.

"Okay, Mom, and yes Nash. We know each other. We met at a party." I replied to both my mom and Nash.

"And that night was the best night of my life." Shawn said as he looked at me in the eyes and smiled. I blushed and walked away. Why did this boy make me feel like this? I barely know him.