lost | A 김태형 Centric | ✓

18

Should this book go dark themed ?? 🤔

I'm friends with the monsters
That's under my bed.
I get along with the voice inside my head.
Trying to save me ??
Stop holding your breath.
Cause you think I'm crazy,
yeah you think I'm
Crazy.

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"Woah hey Taehyung" Eunjuh uttered when she saw the male sitting calmly on her couch and drinking coffee, Coffee; it wasn't Taehyung.

"Hey V I mean" She amended and sat on the couch beside the male,"So what's up V?"
"Shit" V said and Eunjuh gave him a look,"—shit is happening I mean"

"Okay" Eunjuh said and looked at her interwoven hands.
"Eunjuh let's not talk anymore" V said and the girl looked up with eyes filled with surprise and a bit of disappointment.

"Wh-why??" She asked and V shook his head, setting down the cup and looking at the girl with regretful eyes.
"Look I know you helped Taehyung and everything but...But I don't want you to get involved in any of this" V said and got up.

"But I want to get involved in this!" Eunjuh said and her eyebrows furrowed from tension.
"You are not understanding" V said, almost yelling now.
"Then make me understand!" Eunjuh yelled at the boy.
"Eunjuh I'm a monster!" V yelled at her and she snapped her mouth shut, V looked away and pressed his lips together; noting his own action.

"Y-you are n-not a mon-monster" Eunjuh stuttered and cupped her elbows,"Not for m-me at-atleast"

V looked at her with pity filled eyes and let out a shaky breath. He dropped down next to the girl and awkwardly rubbed her back, consoling was Taehyung's job not his.

"Why do you want to do this?" Eunjuh asked and she looked at V for answers but his face revealed nothing.
"I don't want to hurt you..." V said,"I don't want you to get hurt"
"I won't get hurt" Eunjuh assured.
"No Eunjuh, everyone I know gets hurt because of me. I hurt people" V said and gave Eunjuh another pat and got up.

"It's for you...Once it's over.. we'll meet again" V said and started making his way outside when he heard Eunjuh speak.

"Are you leaving me just like him?" She said in a shaky voice. V turned around to look at her with eyebrows furrowed together in confusion.

"He left me when I needed him the most..." She continued,"He never once looked back and left me"

Eunjuh closed here eyes and let out a chocked breath.

"He cheated?" Was all V asked and Eunjuh gave a nod.
"We were so perfect" She said sadly and hugged herself.
"No one is perfect" V said and bent down.

"You are perfect" Eunjuh said and then was about to speak again when she felt V's soft lips press against her's. V pulled away as quick and stood straighter, the girl still in daze. 

"Dye you hair blonde" He said and started walking away,"They will look good on you"

And then he was gone.

Like it didn't matter to him.

But little did she know that it affected him as much it affected her.

***

"Welcome back Taehyung Kim" was the first thing that V's ear picked up when he reached back to the dorm.

"Hey" V said in soft voice of Taehyung and tried to look innocent.
"How was you day?" Jungkook asked as he neared down to the male.
"W-well" V said gave him a mental clap for perfect stuttering.

(Behind the scenes : (V) Yeah !! Give me applause people !!)

"Good" Jungkook said coldly and shut the door behind V and then pushed him against it.
"Jun-jungkook?" V sniffled and acted flinching when he felt the maknae's hand grip on his biceps and kept him pinned down.

"You know what Taehyung, I'm soo fucking glad that you are back" Jungkook said and tightened his grip so hard that this time V didn't act groaning out of pain.

"Leave me" He said and struggled to get away.
"Nah baby not so easy" Jungkook said and pulled the struggling male behind him.
"Jungkook pl-please" V begged, not really though; he wanted it to happen to him.

"Shut up" Jungkook said and pushed V harshly into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

"S-stop" V whispered quitely and he was met by a punch straight in his gut. He bit down his lip to stop the whimper to escape. Jungkook pushed V against the wall and punched the male like there was no tomorrow.

"I...fucking...hate...you...so... much" Jungkook said between the punches. V really wanted to throw hand and strangle the boy but the little voice in his head was telling him otherwise.

Jungkook let go of the grey head and V's body met with the cold tiled floor. Jungkook kicked his once and bent down, gripping on his chin and making him look up.

"If you are telling the others then you are getting worse than this..." Jungkook growled and left the bathroom, slamming the door close. V coughed and left a lump whelm up in his throat. He dragged himself to the toilet and threw up crimson blood. He gagged at the sight of his own blood and closed his eyes to subdue the pain in his whole body.

V why are you doing this ??

I promised to protect you.

Don't.

Shut up.

Silence.