lost | A 김태형 Centric | ✓

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My parents warned me about

the drugs on the streets.
But about the ones
with big brown eyes
and a heart beat.

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Yoongi woke up from his slumber and sat up with the groan. He looked around to take in his surroundings. All the boys were huddled in Jungkook's room. The place being particularly dark due to the turned off lightings.

He was had fallen asleep on the carpet. Jungkook, Jimin and Namjoon with Jihoon were huddled together on the bed and sleeping soundly. Seokjin was on the armchair and Hoseok relaxed against the bean bag.

Yoongi got up from his uncomfortable position on the floor and walked out of the room. He wandered around a bit until he saw Taehyung sitting on the couch of the living area and puffing out smoke.

"Couldn't sleep?" Yoongi asked as he made his way to the younger. Taehyung's eyes lazily trailed up and he hummed.

"Smoking won't help" The blue haired remarked and Taehyung snickered in response.
"I know" He said and moved aside to make space for the older.

Yoongi snatched the stick out of Taehyung's hand and the younger whines in response, trying to reach for it again but Yoongi put the cigarette out and threw it aside.

"I hate you" Taehyung mumbled and Yoongi hummed.
"You should sleep, we have a long day tomorrow" Yoongi said and the younger sighed.

"I did fall asleep...for like..an hour?" Taehyung said confused and leaned back in the couch. Yoongi hummed and threw his head back as well. Both of the boys stared at the ceiling, no conversation made between them for sometime.

"How did you get in this mafia?" Taehyung spoke up after sometime, his deep voice bouncing off the wall.
"...I wasn't directly connected, I was just a underground rapper" Yoongi answered and the younger hummed in response.

"I remember—we saw each other once" Taehyung mumbled,"You were performing while I was killing people back stage"

"Ha, yeah. Someone told me that they found a guy murdered in the cubicle with his head in the toilet" Yoongi chuckled.

"That guys crossed my personal space" Taehyung said,"That's what people get for doing it"

"....I have crossed you personal space...like...many times" Yoongi remarked with a chuckle.

"It's different for you" Taehyung said and furrowed his eyebrows, staring intensely at the ceiling.

"How?" Yoongi asked, turning his head to look at the boy.

"I...I don't know...it's just.. like-like I feel safe with you" Taehyung said,"I never had a comfort zone in my life, like ever. And you are like that safe bubble"

"I make an assassin feel safe?" Yoongi snickered and Taehyung looked at him, his eyes telling a complete different story.

"No one searched the depths" He whispered and Yoongi scrunched his eyebrows together.

"Tae—"
"Do you know how difficult it is to be strong when you just want to cry?—" Taehyung said, his voice calm and collected.
"—Yoongi no one loved me, I experienced no parent love. I was alone. The kids of my age where busy playing with toys while I hid my father's beer bottles. You don't know how difficult it is, when you have to fight everything and only coming back to more blood and fights.