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I hate that.
I hate that my eyes clearly
show my vulnerability at the
time when I want it to be hidden.

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Jungkook slurped the ramen and looked up at the boys who all were half heartedly eating theirs. He gulped it down and then tried to eat it more slowly and quietly.

But he wanted to throw it down his throat and go inside the room and comfort his hyung. He couldn't get that image out, the dead look inside his eyes and his slumped shoulders.

Jungkook finished the ramen and went to discard the cup in the dustbin. Jihoon came up to Jungkook and passed him one more cup of ramen.

"Please give this to Tae hyung" He said, passing another message with his eyes.

Jungkook gave a nod and went inside the room. He gazed over at Taehyung and immediately felt like hugging the older.

Taehyung was sitting on the bed with legs spread out and hands interwoven as he stared blankly at them, a small pout on his lips.

Jungkook could see the red tint in his eyes and he knew that the older have been crying. The brown head sighed and went to Taehyung with silent steps, of course remembering to shut the door.

Taehyung on the other hand was completely zoned out and not in the mood of even paying attention to V trying to cheer him up by puns.

Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed and touched Taehyung's knee to get him out into some senses. The older's eyes trailed up lazily to look at Jungkook and then back at his interwoven hands.

"Taehyung here eat this" Jungkook said quietly but Taehyung shook his head and bite the inside of his lip, chewing on it lightly.

"Please..." Jungkook insisted only to get no response. Jungkook sighed and kept then cup on the side table and faced himself completely to the older.

"Look into my eyes hyung" Jungkook demanded. Taehyung kept his head down, not looking up at all.

"The Taehyung I know never talks without an eye contact" Jungkook said, remembering that Taehyung never ever talked with his eyes down.

"I don't know who I am anymore" Taehyung said softly, a tired sigh escaping his chapped lips.
"You are Taehyung" Jungkook said and settled himself closer to the older on the bed.

"Leave me alone" Taehyung said and something clicked in Jungkook's mind.
"On one condition" Jungkook says with a sly edge in his voice.

"What?" Taehyung asked, not having the energy to have an argument.
"Let's have a staring contest" Jungkook said,"And who so ever loses does what the winner says"

"That's bullshit" Taehyung said.

"It's either that or I won't leave" Jungkook said and Taehyung snorted.
"Okay" He finally said and Jungkook grinned.

Taehyung crossed his legs and Jungkook settled in front of him. Jungkook closed his eyes.
"One two three" He said and opened his eyes and met the honey brown orbs of the older.

"Ah so beautiful" Jungkook started giving cheesy comments but the older looked at him with dead eyes.

Jungkook's eyes started burning and he wanted to close them so bad that he was only left with one option. Cheating.