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Insecurity is that ugly thing
that will make you
hate people you don't even
know

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Taehyung sat still on the bed as Jihoon put on the new bandages.
"How's everyone else?" Taehyung asked making the red head look up.

"They are fine" He said with a smile,"They are leading settled lives in Korea and out"
"Mina?" Taehyung asked.
"She found a good foster family and lives with them in America" Jihoon explained and Taehyung hummed.

"Hyung I wanted to tell you something.." Jihoon said and Taehyung looked at him.
"You don't need to hesitate" Taehyung said.
"Tae hyung... Jungkook hyung came to me yesternight" He said, struggling to explain.
"And what Jihoon?" Taehyung asked with eyebrows furrowed.

"You will get angry" Jihoon gulped and Taehyung's eyes widened.
"No I won't" He said, trying not to let the disappointment show on his features.

"So then........ Jungkookaskedmeifyouwereasexual" Jihoon said hurriedly and it took Taehyung some time to register the words.

"Oh.." He let out quietly.

"Please don't be angry at him" Jihoon said with puppy eyes and Taehyung smiled at him.
"Why would I be angry love?" Taehyung said sincerely and Jihoon tried to hid the blush.

"But what happened that made him ask this question?" Jihoon asked meekly, not sure if he should push the bars further.

"Nothing happened" Taehyung said and squirmed a bit when Jihoon reached down to wrap the bandage around his abdomen.

"Hyung are you still conscious?" Jihoon asked with furrowed eyebrows.
"....I..ah...n-no..it's just..." Taehyung struggled to answer and Jihoon sighed, knowing the problem of the older.

"Hyung it's okay" Jihoon said,"You don't need to say no when you still are"
"It's kiddish" Taehyung complained.
"Having insecurities is not kiddish hyung" Jihoon said sincerely.

"Boys" A voice caught their attention and they looked up at Namjoon.
"Yeah hyung?" Jihoon asked and Taehyung grabbed the shirt and put it on.

"Seokjin is asking for your help Jihoon ah" Namjoon said and Jihoon hummed.
"Hyu—" He started but Taehyung cut him off.
"I can manage you go" He said with a wave of his hand and the younger gave him a pat on the shoulder and went out of the room, leaving Namjoon standing at the door way.

He watched as Taehyung discarded away the bandages and just put on a shirt instead, though it wasn't good for him.

"You should put the bandages on" Namjoon said as Taehyung shrugged on his leather jacket, it was stained with blood.

"Whatever" Taehyung said and brushed past Namjoon and outside.
"I'm going out for a walk" Taehyung announced.
"But breakfast?" Seokjin asked, coming out of the kitchen.

Taehyung didn't answer and just slammed with the door shut, leaving the house in utter silence.

Taehyung put his hands in the pocket of his jacket and walked on road which was in a utter disaster. Taehyung wondered why isn't anyone trying to help these people.

The morning sun had broken at the horizon and Taehyung watched as the people got down to their morning businesses.

He took a deep breath in and released it in almost struggling manner. There was alot on Taehyung's mind lately and he had no idea of how to let it out, cause he was pretty sure those were not the thoughts that someone would voice at all.

Taehyung walked on the road, jumping over the holes and cracks on the road. Taehyung stopped when he saw a pathway leading to a small forest. The brunette took the path and looked around the little jungle.

Taehyung wondered what if forests were also like oceans, the deeper you went the more unpredictable and thick it would go. And the animals will also become scarier and undiscovered. Just imagine coming across a deer of the size of a blue whale.

Taehyung chuckled at his own imagination and stopped when he came across a creek. The water looked fresh and untouched.

Taehyung knelt down next to it and splashed a good amount of water over his face and sighed.

The brunette sat back and closed his eyes, letting the sound of the forest fill his ears. The chirping of the birds and the shrill sound of a cricket, the water flowed in the creek and made a satisfying sound.

"You are just gonna keep on hiding?" Taehyung asked and stifled a yawn.
"You knew I was here?" Jungkook asked as he stepped out from behind the tree.

"Hmm" Taehyung said and side glanced at Jungkook as he settled down next to the older. Taehyung used the cuffs of his jacket and wiped off the water, though it wasn't much of a help.

"Tae....may I ask you something?" Jungkook said hesitantly.
"No" Taehyung said and his face immediately fell.

The brunette turned his head to look at the younger and then his lips turned upward as if he was trying to hold a smile.

"Idiot you don't need to take a permission" Taehyung chuckled.
"Oh..okay" Jungkook said and breathed out a sigh.

"You're ace right?" Jungkook asked and Taehyung gave a shrug.
"Yeah and?" Taehyung asked and laid back on the grass while staring up at the sky.

What is a bird shits on your shitty face? Well sorry it won't make a difference...Your face us already looking like shit.

Touché

Jungkook stared at the older and then spoke up.
"You should have told us..." Jungkook said quietly.
"Told you what?" Taehyung snickered,"That 'Guys I'm a ace so don't ever think of any fantasies with me'?"

"Stop covering up the pain Tae...it's okay to tell someone" Jungkook said with a furrowed eyebrows and now Taehyung was frowning.

"Tell someone what? I don't get it" Taehyung said with eyebrow arched up.
"I know it's hard to forget but Tae you shouldn't cover up your problems like that. We can help you through that and find that fuckin bastard and beat the shit out of him"

"Woah there" Taehyung said sat up, the grass sticking in his hair,"What are you talking about?"

"Tae I know" Jungkook said sympathetically.
"You know what? Do you know something that even I don't" Taehyung sneered.

"Wait...so it didn't happen?" Jungkook asked with eyes wide.
"Yeah I don't know what, but noth—shit don't tell me" Taehyung said and his mouth feel open.

Jungkook squeaked a sorry and got up to run but Taehyung gripped his ankle and the younger fell down. Brunette climbed over him and said,"Did you seriously think the reason why I got uncomfortable was because I was assaulted?"

"Maybe..." Jungkook said and gulped,"You acted so scared you know"

Taehyung stared at Jungkook for a long silent moment and the younger got more scared. But then Taehyung just started laughing.