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However repulsive
my love is to you
I still do

For months I reigned
my feelings in
because I was scared
that if I let them loose,
I would lose you.

When I finally
became brave enough
I saw clearly what I wanted to
deny

You are perfect
without me.

Even then
whenever I think of you
my heart still stutters
my soul still quivers

I don't think I'll
ever stop hurting
or thinking
or loving
But I do know that
I have become too strong
to crumble at the thought
of you

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