how do i ignore a pain
that is all of my world
a knife
lodged in the closest part of
my soul
how do i step back from
my emotions
when they haunt me
taunt me
day and night
how do i forgive myself
for loving
for hating
for the decisions i make
for the people i hurt
how do i see the whole picture
when i cant even breathe
when everyday ends in blood being spilt
when i am constantly drowning under words
that havent even been said

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Truly,
PuisiThis, in case you were wondering, is a collection and record of the spontaneous poems and written pieces I write, for me. I use writing to channel a large part of my emotions, and the pieces you may read are a consequence of this. The reason I share...