07.12.18

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i dont want to stop
dont know how
even when i sleep
all i can dream of
is death
is the pain
is the blood

and im sorry
im sorry for who i am
for what i think
for what i do
im sorry for hurting
i am

so i apologise in the only way i know
a droplet hits the ground
and another

i figure
if i can loose enough of myself
i might become beautiful
if i punish myself
i might be forgiven
if i stop living
i
i might be loved

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