Saying Goodbye

chapter 4

*Gwen*

The darkness around me vanished as I saw the cave. I felt as if I was looking from the back of my mind. Your awake finally.

The voice said excitedly making me realize this thing was now in control. Using all my strength I could muster up I pushed it back in my mind.

"What are we doing here?" I asked as I found myself sitting in a tree. Were going to kill them of course. Growling I held onto the tree branch tightly. "We are not doing anything!"

The voice made me fall off the tree and I landed on my feet. I am more powerful than you think sweet heart. My legs started moving on their own and I quickly buckled my knees.

I fell face first in the sand and groaned. You are a stupid girl. Rolling my eyes I looked up to see my daughter. She was running towards me.

"Mom!" She yelled as she kneeled  beside me. She's just in arms reach! Kill her! "No" I whispered. "Mom are you okay?"

I stood up and hugged her tightly knowing this would be the last time I'll ever see her. "I love you baby always will. Don't you forget that." She looked at me with tears.

"What's wrong mom?" She was on the verge of crying now as her voice cracked a times. "What ever evil thing that was inside your father. Its...Its in me now."

"I have to leave until I learn how to get rid of it." She frowned, "please don't be gone so long mom." Smiling I kissed her forehead. Strangle her, she's in arms reach!

"Honey please hurry home before this thing comes out." Fear shown in her eyes, "I love you mom." She turned and ran off back to safety.

No! The voice yelled in my head making me get a headache. Turning I stocked off into the woods. Pain erupted through my mind.

Falling to my knees I screamed out in pain. "What are you doing?" Getting rid of a few memories of yours. Tell me Gwen does it hurt?

"Yes now stop!" I was shivering now, not from the cold but from being terrified. Take us to a house or town. Standing up slowly I held on to a tree.

"Never" I breathed out. The voice started removing my memories again making me clench my jaw. "Alright I'm going!" Walking towards town with tears streaming down my cheeks.

Its a shame you make me do these terrible things to you. We can be a great team if you don't fight with me every time I talk to you.

"You are just a freaking voice in my head that needs to go away." Seeing houses up ahead I could feel it watching through my eyes.

There. It turned my body in front of a house. "Why this one?" I asked as I rang the doorbell. Because I sense too much happiness coming from inside.

Forcing my body to back away a human boy answered. He stepped aside allowing me to walk inside. I herd laughter coming from the living room as a little boy and girl came running by.

When they saw me they eyed me strangely. I can't do this, they have two children. I told it as they went to fetch their mother. Suck it up buttercup.

I don't want their blood on my hands.

Then let me take over. Without warning I was pushed to the back of my mind. All I could do was watch and hear. The mother came down giggling in her husband's arms.

They were a lovely couple and I couldn't let them die. Forcing my way back I eyed them with fear. "Please help me" I begged them.

The woman looked at me strangely as the man stood in front of her protectively. What are you doing!