Effeminate | Jikook ✓

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first day 😍 let's see how many boys fall to my knees ✨☺️
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|| THIRD PERSON ||

for some reason (excluding the obvious, of course) today had jimin nervous for more reasons than one.

he tucked away the given; being someone who only ever attended private, online schools for the past couple years was bound to give him some nerves, that's not what he's talking about. it's inevitable it'd be a fair excuse for being a little on edge.

that much was still true.

he just couldn't help but feel this way for a little while now. it's weird. jimin wouldn't say he was exactly nervous, per say. it was still something he's surely never experienced before, though.

his heart pounded a little more than usual, he had no idea why. its been doing this weird flip thingy a lot, he's starting to think he might be going crazy.

jimin didnt know what this was. the blonde's never had to deal with it before.

what the hell was happening?

regardless of whatever demon shit it was, he wouldn't lie, as long as his instincts were as good as they've always been, it probably had something to deal with jungkook.

he couldn't get over what all the boy's've done for him during their new friendship. jimin's starting to think maybe he cared more about him than he would've expected him too.

jungkook's straight.. that part he's starting to understand and accept, but it's plausible, right?

he said he hated the way jimin talked about himself, meaning he's more than likely picked up on his unfortunate habits.

jungkook always goes out of his way to assure the older he's not all the nasty things he says he is. all he could do in return was sit and wonder, why?

why was he doing this? why'd jungkook feel the need to make his flirty neighbour trying to get into his pants feel like he's not a whore? it didn't make sense.

jimin thinks that's why the entire concept alone really got to him.

it spoke a lot for who the younger was as a person and how sweet he could actually be towards someone as difficult as him. it's been making him feel weird ever since they met.

jimin wanted nothing but to mess with him at first except now after getting to know him more, the blonde's not so sure that's the same purpose of it anymore.

strange, isn't it?

he couldnt help it. jungkook's doing something to him. something scary.

that's why he kept trying to put himself out there for the raven, jimin felt like he owed him for being so fair after all the attempts that just made the latter uneasy. jimin wanted to give his thanks for treating him like he's not some object, despite acting just like one.

it's different; but be thinks he really likes it?

it's almost relieving? like jungkook's this breath of fresh air he's never had before.

when that one guy said those things to him they reminded him of his past, that's why he broke down so easily..

jungkook was there, though. he comforted the small blonde that night and told him endless times the amount of worth he held.

jimin's been thinking about it ever since it happened, he can't get the younger out of his head.

it's true; he should want him. jungkook's the hot cliché bad boy neighbour. it's literally god's plan.