Joshua X Reader

Chapter 22

(Y/n)'s POV
-time skip-
"Here" I mumbled as I entered Rap Monsters office.
Only to stop as I saw everyone from the 15 floor along with Woozi, Mingyu and Vernon.
"don't even" Suga said pointing to the papers but I just held a blank face.
"I heard it last night. Why?" He continued and I smiled a bit.
"(Y/n). You can't keep running away" Woozi said
"I can and I will"
"please don't" Joshua pleaded once again and I just smirked a bit.
"I can't do it. I'm not strong" I said and the rest looked at me sadly. I walked past them and gave Rap Monster the forms telling him that I'm not going to be working in south Korea anymore.
"I'm not.. I'm not signing this (Y/n).." RM said as he stared at the papers making me frown before feeling a pair of arms wrap around my waist but I just kept staring at Rap Monster as the person back hugged me.
"Why not? The other place I'd be going to wants me to work there anyways" I said and the person back hugging me, tightened their grip a bit more. Burying their head in my hair.
"I'm sure he didn't mean to mess up. It was all just accidents and mistakes. We regret our choices" Woozi said all of them pleading me one way or another.
"please... just, just one more chance" RM said as everyone looked at me with pleading eyes. The person's grip around my waist still there as I looked at Rap Monster before adverting my eyes to the papers I gave him.
"I already did.." I mumbled
"just one more" J-Hope pleaded.
"give them, all of us one more chance" Mingyu said even if he wasn't caught up in my past
My eyes softening as I questioned my self.
'Should I really give them one more chance? Does me leaving really impact everyone in the company?' I thought
I opened my mouth to say something but closed it. Not knowing what to say.
I wanted to give them more chances but I'm afraid of breaking and getting hurt again. Let alone getting heart broken.
Yes, I love Joshua till now but to hear him say someone else's name after he's stolen my first kiss.
That just heartbreaking and I can't handle it.
"A-Alright.." I muttered. Hearing all of them cheer.
"But.." I stated making everyone quiet. The person behind me moving back as I didn't have a clue to who they were.
"I'm not forgiving Joshua.." I mumbled and they stayed quiet.
"come on, (Y/n). Forgive him too. He understand all his mistakes" Vernon said and I shook my head before leaving the room.
Vernon having been the one who back hugged me
"You don't understand" I whispered as I got to my office. Sitting in my chair and just staring at the desk.
"um.. (Y/n) we're going on a mission now. We've been calling you for a while now" Jimin said as I snapped out of my daze. Nodding my head at him as I stood up.
"What's happening?" I asked and he explained to me what the mission was about.
Clicking my tongue, I grabbed my programming laptop and we headed to the locker rooms on the third floor to change.
Once done, we met up in the underground garage with everyone else. "your driving" he said tossing me keys to one of the trucks as we all went into the trucks in order of our first missions. Which meant I was with Joshua, Jackson, Woozi, Vernon, Dino and Mark.
Woozi was sitting in the passenger side beside me while Dino sat beside him.
Joshua, Mark and Jackson all sat in the back seats. Though this time I was leading all 5 cars.
Using the nearest route possible to the Air Force.
"Here. Open up my laptop" I told Woozi as we had the sirens on, making everyone move out of the way. Though as if it were deja Vu. I quickly stopped the truck. Kids running onto the street causing me to stop.
My forehead hitting against the steering wheel as I hissed in pain before feeling the back of the truck get hit. Making me quickly look back. Onto to find Suga's truck, who had crashed into mines
"the hell.." Dino grumbled before I unbuckled my seat belt.
Woozi placing our laptops in Dino's lap before we both got out of the truck. Suga, Rap Monster and J- Hope doing so too.
All of us in uniform as we went over to the children. I smiled and waved as they seemed scared for death.
"Hello" I said and crouched in front of the 5 kids. The boys standing behind me. "oh my god. We are so sorry about our kids!" A woman cried out as a male and another married couple followed her.
"No, it's alright. I just wanted to make sure they were ok and not injured"
"we are so sorry for your trucks though. Let us pay for the damages because of our kids" one of the two men said and I looked at Suga who looked at me.
"No. It's fine, really" I said and stayed crouching.
"it's the least we could do after what we had caused and you guys were in a rush" yeh other man said as our Sirens were still blaring.
I sighed though as it was useless to disagree since they were consistent.
"I hope your kids stay safe then. Eun here would never run over someone" RM spoke as he patted my back after I stood. Smiling at them all.
"were sorry again and I hope you guys are safe on your task" the second woman said and we nodded before they went back to the sidewalk. Probably going to their cars to go home.
"it doesn't look to good" Suga said looking at our trucks.
"Doesn't matter now. Let's go. We're holding up traffic" I said as Woozi went into the truck and I followed after as the other three boys went into their trucks to drive.
"all over again" Jackson sighed out as we started moving.
"are you ok though? I heard your head hitting the steering wheel" Joshua asked and I nodded.
"I'm fine, thank you. Are you guys ok?" I asked and they all either nodded their head or said yes.