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me, finn, and our cast (jack dg, cameron boyce, noah jupe, and bailee madison)were being interviewed for our roles in our new show: Lemonside.(obviously not a real show) in Lemonside, finn's character's name is noah, and my character's name is lilia. of course, noah and lilia have a role of love interest in each other on Lemonside.
we're being interviewed about season one of Lemonside, and it just so happens that questions about nilia are present.
ever since the filming of Lemonside; season one, me and finn have gotten really close. we're best friends. we literally see each other everyday.
sometimes, finn likes to film videos with me for my youtube channel. he makes filming my videos even more fun.
i was having a lot of fun in this interview. so far, this cast is my favorite. fun, until I was asked this mind twirling question:
"are you and finn dating?"
of course! why didn't I see this one coming?
finn's first reaction was to turn his head toward me and just wait until I came up with an answer.
I was confused on why finn looked at me. he could have just answered with a simple 'no'.
I looked back at him. my eyes were wide just as much as finns. I didn't what to say. why though? me and finn are best friends. I shall not stutter when trying to answer such a peculiar question.
"uh..uh,-" I was cut off by cameron speaking into his microphone he had been holding in his hand.
"no. they're not dating. but I do, full on, ship nilia." I could tell he was trying to change the subject.
cameron looked at me with a smile and I gave him a hopeful smile, mouthing 'thank you'. with that, he nodded in a 'your welcome' manner and looked back at he interviewer.
I looked at finn and his face was blushed.
no, no, no, do not think that y/n. do not get caught up in your thoughts. don't get your hopes up.
though finn is attractive and fun to be around, I could not tell myself I like him. it would ruin our friendship and he would say no. I would just get my hopes up. my emotions are confusing me.
I gave finn a warm smile, then stuck my tongue out to knock away the blushy mood.
finn smiled that award winning smile, and stuck his tongue out as well. I giggled and looked back at the interviewer, who was talking to jack.
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after the interview, I was home with finn. finn was trying to help me think of video ideas. I looked up at the ceiling, closing my eyes, whilst holding the mechanical pencil in my hand that went along with piece of notebook paper that was laid on a clipboard.
I was focused on video ideas when I felt two eyes burn in the side of my head. I looked to right and saw finn staring at me. he instantly looked away when I looked at him. I felt my cheeks get hot and the insides of ear tickle.
I do not know what this feeling was, but I kinda liked it. I looked down, at my paper, and smiled.
"so do you have any video ideas yet?" The curious boy asked, clearing his throat before he started.
"no, not yet. you?" I asked smiling at him.
"nope." he simply responded.
I responded with a hum of response and returned my eyes back to my blank paper.
"about the interview earlier..." finn stopped. I knew he was trying to get my attention, so I looked up at him, waiting for him to finish his sentence.
"...w-why..why stutter?" as soon as finn finished that sentence, I was taken aback. I did not know why I stuttered or did not even answer. I decided to be sly so I did not have to answer.
"why didn't you answer?" I questioned back.
he smiled. "your smart, but that's not gonna trick me."
after a few seconds of me staring at him with a blank face, I sighed and decided I should talk.
"fine, I'll talk first.-" I started by laying my clip board on my bed, dropping my pencil along with it -" for the four and a half months I've known you, I'm glad to call you my absolute best friend, but I've had trouble with saying that because my emotions confuse me."
"and why is that?" I flashed my eyes on his blank face, then looked down, biting my lip and playing with my fingers.
"I-I...I do not think feelings would fly around as much as they do when I'm around you, finn." I said looking down.
"what are you saying?" finn questioned, grabbing my attention. when I looked up at him, I noticed he got closer. I just ignored it and continued.
"I did not know what to call these feelings. of course, I never wanted to say because I knew what you would say, and what you would say would disappoint me. I would just get my hopes up, only to be let down by something so big. I never admitted it, and always lied to myself about it, but I don't think I can anymore, finn" I looked up, from my hands that were sitting in my lap, to finns face ever so close to mine.
"I would want you to finished your sentence. I would like to know what you have to say, for I have just one idea what it could be. -" finn stopped by cupping my face in his right hand -"just so you know, I would never get your hopes up, only to be let down, princess." his voice had gotten quieter and quieter as he went on.
princess.
It just kept repeating in my head.
and for some reason, it made me fall for my best friend even more.
his face was, at least, an inch away from mine, which made my cheeks turn a slight shade of pink, and made my breathing increase.
"maybe finishing my sentence would be better. calling you my best friend is just going to keep a lie that I now want to admit. a lie that could be so true when you have hope that it could be, so I would be at ease when I say that finn wolfhard, I love you so much. your the only I have loved for four and a half mon-" and with that, finn cut me off with pressing his lips onto mine.
I slipped my hand over to the back of his neck, pulling his hair lightly, making him smile between the kiss. shortly after that, the smiling had been spread to my face.
