request by bxckyblue
I hope you like it!
also, I'm sorry this was late.<3
this is super rushed so enjoy!
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IM SO THANKFUL!<3
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7/26/19
word count: 841 words
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"don't worry about it. you're gonna do great, baby!" finn said, holding my hands.
I smiled and pecked his lips.
"thanks, finnie." I let go of his hands, grabbing my things and leaving finns trailer.
I was preforming today.
it was supposed to be with my band today, but they couldn't come here to atlanta, so I'm preforming myself.
I feel that the fans are just going to be angry or sad that the rest couldn't come, but at least I'm preforming today.
I decided today was a good day since we're not filming today.
finn knows I'm preforming today because he's my boyfriend and I tell him everything, but not the cast.
I mean, it's there day off so I shouldn't make it a hassle for them.
I waited after calling an uber to drive me to the venue I was preforming at.
he finally pulled up and I sat in the back as I was being driven.
when we finally got there, I paid him and thanked him.
I walked into the venue, it being empty and headed back stage.
I got ready backstage, as other workers(god dammit I can't think of the fucking word)helped set lights, audio, microphones, etc.
I heard as fans started flooding the venue, waiting to finally see 'us'.
I'm not going to lie, I'm nervous and anxious.
I get bad anxiety when I preform sometimes, but usually one of my cast mates help me.
and now that they're not here, it's just taking over my body; my natural way to think.
I sat down, tapping my feet up and down rapidly.
"y/n, you're on." my director said(god damni-).
I rubbed my sweating hands together, and took a deep breathe before walking out on-stage.
the crowd cheered loudly, which was what gave me anxiety; I hated loud noises.
and there are thousands of people standing in front of me.
what if I mess up or do something wrong?
what if they're disappointed that the whole band isn't here.
what if they just leave?
I walked up to the microphone, my guitar hung around my chest.
"um, today I'm just preforming by myself. sadly, everyone else couldn't make it to preform. so it's just me." there were not very many cheers, but at least some people did.
I could admit, I'm not as confident when by myself, but I'll make it work somehow.
I hope.
I got myself mentally prepared as the intro to 'the less I know the better' by tame impala.
"someone said they left together
I ran out the door to get her
she was holding hands with trevor
not the greatest feeling ever
said, "pull yourself together
you should try your luck with heather"
man, I hope they slept together
oh, the less I know the better
the less I know the better
oh my love, can't you see yourself by my side?
no surprise when you're on his shoulder like every night
oh my love, can't you see that you're on my mind
don't suppose we could convince your lover to change his mind
so goodbye" I sang, then looked out in the crowd for the twelfth time.
sadie?!
why is sadie here?!
and the whole cast?!
I was surprised.
how did they even know?
finn!
finn has to have told them!
but they're all actually enjoying it.
I smiled as I sang the next part of the song,
"she said, "It's not now or never
wait ten years, we'll be together"
I said, "better late than never
just don't make me wait forever"
don't make me wait forever
don't make me wait forever
oh my love, can't you see yourself by my side?
I don't suppose you could convince your lover to change his mind
I was doing fine without ya
till I saw your face, now I can't erase
giving in to all his bullshit
Is this what you want? Is this who you are?
I was doing fine without ya
till I saw your eyes turn away from mine
oh, sweet darling, where he wants you
said, "come on superman, say your stupid line"
said, "come on superman, say your stupid line"
said, "come on superman, say your stupid line" I was less nervous and more confident knowing the cast was here.
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after the show, the cast and I all sat backstage.
everyone hugged me and congratulated me.
I started to cry happy tears.
I couldn't help it.
everyone came and they didn't even have to.
they're so sweet.
it was finally finns turn, him hugging me for a few seconds.
we pulled away, as he unexpectedly kissed me.
the kiss was full of simple love, and I just simply smiled.
