Monday November 19, 2018

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Today, I didn't go to sleep till 4:10 am. And now I woke up at 2 pm, lol. My sister was showering and I was just singing to the hamilton animatic songs by Szin. If you don't know what Hamilton is, YOU NEED TO GO CHECK IT OUT! THERE SONGS ARE AWESOME! Also, I guess my parents don't really like me because the whole time I was alive with them, they don't really open up to me like my siblings, even my own dog barely met them, and now she just ignores me. The only way she ever plays with me is when I have food or treats. 

Basically, what I'm thinking is that no one really likes me. Yeah, at first they do, but as time goes by they just leave. There is always someone who is better. My best friend here, well used to be best friend, we used to hang out all the time. Well, we still do, but it's hard to. She is always chasing some girl to become friends with her, or always wants to hang out, and she even ends up ditching me when we agree to sit next to each other at lunch. I know some of you guys will be like, "Oh you're just jealous", and "It's no big deal." 

I'm just trying to express my feelings on here, so please don't try to criticize me and try and tell me what's going on when you guys aren't even here. I just feel like I should just distance myself from everyone since everyone is doing so well without me! So yay, they don't need me to get in the way of all their fun. Awesome. 

The only thing I'm good for is keeping the dog entertained, and some people who take amusement from my misery. My friend from England doesn't seem to be talking to me anymore cause of his new girlfriend. So basically, life sucks. I should've just listened to my mom and just focus on my studies instead of other people.

 I should've just listened to my mom and just focus on my studies instead of other people

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Welp, other than that, I played Monopoly with my brother and sis. Also, I had a fun time with my brother when we were talking about the drama going on at our school. Turns out he is in the middle of a love circle with like 7 other people. So basically a love octagon. Then when we were eating McDonalds, we were talking about disney, and then all of a sudden we started talking about Greek Mythology. 

Lol, turns out my dad doesn't get how I laugh while reading comics and stories. Isn't it obvious? It's because it's funny, duh. 

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