My Public Diary as an 8th grader 2018-2019😪

Monday December 3, 2018

Lol, today I though I was going to die on the bus with my box. It was so cramped that I had to carry the box on my head! Lol, then people kept asking what it was for and stuff, and I had to keep answering the same question over and over again! This box was for the holiday food drive but I don't know what they were going to do with the food.

Also, in choir we did the auditions for the solos and duets, and one of my friends stopped in the middle of a song during her duet because she thought she sounded horrible. I mean come on, at least have a little confidence in yourself before giving up like that. After my duet with someone, the teacher made us try to find some background music, which is due tomorrow, and I still have not found it yet.......sssoooo, yeah. Then for the solo I sang Flashlight form Jessie J, but it was rushed since I made the decision last minute. 

And can you believe one of my friends has never heard of Jessie J, The Voice, and ALL the Pitch Perfect movies. SHE'S NEVER EVEN HEARD OF EM!?

Then we started to clean out our backpacks and stuff, and I was just crumpling my graded work and throwing them away by shooting them in the trash can because I was bored, and my parents don't need to see them.

Then in almost every class I was bored out of my mind. And during ELA, I was fudging mad at this one dude who was like, "CHING CHONG!" to me, making fun of the Asian culture.He said that I wasn't really that Asian because "Chinese people eat more rice and soy sauce". In my head I'm like "Bruh, that's like my daily meal for me with different foods. What do you mean I'm not that Asian? You just don't see me eat it because I eat the lunch food idiot."

So for the rest of the day I was just sitting there mad as fudge for some reason.  Right before the school day ended my friend went up to me to say hi. I said hi back and she was just like "woah", and said that my voice was deeper. I just told her it was because I was mad earlier. Then when I was on the bus, I was just sitting there and these boys in my grade were playing truth or dare. I don't know what this one kid told this one dude, but he told him to sit next to me since I was alone, and he just kept scooting closer and closer, so I just shoved him onto the other seat. Lol, then this kid threw a blanket at me, so I threw it back, and he kept doing it. Apparently he is scared of me for some reason, and he went to the other seat and said "if you cross this line you're gay." So I just went back to my seat, and I heard a girl say the same thing, implying that he was now gay, and we all just start laughing at him. So I was about to beat him but he moved to the very front to avoid me.

My parents also finished setting up the tree, and let's just say it's average. And dinner tonight was horrible because the chicken wasn't cooked all the way so I just ate the rice instead.

And while I was watching youtube, I found this channel where she makes her own animated Korean stories, and each video is like 2 minutes long. After watching some of it, it really made me kinda glad that I don't have a love life because there are just too many problems in love. The only love I will ever accept is Miraculous Ladybug, and ANIME! And some other shows probably.

Anyway, as I am writing this, I finally found background music for the duet, and right now it's midnight. Also, I kinda regret singing Flashlight, I found a song from Ariana Grande and she sung a song called "Santa Tell Me". GAH WHY COULDN'T I HAVE COME ACROSS IT BEFORE THE SCHOOL WEEK STARTED!?