This is basically a book where I write my feelings to the public and stuff. It's not going to be filled with anything interesting considering that I don't really get into all that drama stuff at school or at home.
Also, I will be able to answer any...
WHAT UP PEEPS! Today........was a very depressing day. In choir, there was the same girl who acts like she was the victim when she just causes the problem. In choir, she wasn't practicing this song with us, and so one of my friends told her that she needed to sing. It was the entire time she didn't sing, and the whole time she tried to get the other girl's attention was like. "Umm....excuse me lady, umm.... LADY! What's her name?" And I'm like, It's already been like 5 months and you still don't know her name. Anyway, her excuse was funny.
"Well SORRY I was lost. Don't need to make a big deal out of it!" she said. Well! I guess someone was lost from beginning to end, how are we gonna do this concert tomorrow then!?
And then the girl who just TOLD her said, "Geez girl, take a chill pill, I was just telling you that you weren't singing, and I'm not the one making a big deal out of it."
And she just huffed, and walked back to her spot. Then almost at the end of class, my friends and I were practicing our solos, and obviously everyone heard, and didn't bother us because the concert is TOMORROW! Guess who comes in and makes some drama. THE SAME GIRL STORMS TO THE SPEAKERS, AND LIKE FRICKING 5 SECONDS, YES, 5 SECONDS OF TELLING HER NO, AND TO STOP, SHE FRICKING TURNS OFF THE FRICKING SPEAKERS! SONG INCLUDED! UUUGGGHHH!
She was like "Sorry~ My bad, I didn't hear you guys. No need to get so mad about it!" And the teacher comes in after he sees the whole thing and says, "Everyone makes mistakes."
I just want to fudging punch this girl! UUUGGGHHH! This is literally how long it took for us to tell her to stop, but she's fudging deaf! YOU SON OF A BISCUIT!
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Not only that, someone was doing my hair since I'm not really good at doing pony tails, and she told me to flip my head. Right when I was about to, another girl comes in and says, "JUST F****** FLIP YOUR HAIR ----! IT'S NOT THAT HARD!" I'm like, "GIRL IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN 3 SECONDS YET JUST FUDGING CHILL! AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS YA NOSY CREEP!"
So I just turned around and flipped my hair, and the girl tied it.
Also, you know how I only got thirty minutes of sleep right? Well, my science teacher was grading us on how we watch this documentary. And there is a total of 25 'points' and every time we talk, sleep, or lay our heads down, it's an automatic -5 points. Which can lower my grade to a C. So I went through the fudging underworld and worked my butt of to try and not fall asleep during a lame documentary.
Then on the bus, my friend was coming and she likes to sit on the inside, so I moved to the seat across from us so she can move, and this girl came over to me and was like, "NOPE! NUH UH! GO MOVE SOMEWHERE ELSE WITCH!" and I was just shocked how she reacted just from me moving to her seat so my friend can sit on the inside. Since there was supposed to be two to a seat, there are three on mine because there isn't enough seats to hold everyone in just two, and I'm at the edge. My friend in the back told me to come sit with her since she was alone, and I was cramped, and I basically do this everyday. Then right when I sit down, this kid just yells, "BRO WHY DOES ------- ALWAYS HAVE TO SIT THERE!? NO! BODY! LIKES! HER!"
And so that was the last straw and started to emit this dark aura, and frowning, and my eyes were on the brink of tears. What is it with people hating me here!? First California, then Germany, and now HERE! Am I really that annoying? Do people really hate me that much? So I just stomped over to my house, and when I got inside, I immediately broke down crying. I started saying stuff like how I'm a waste of space,and how nobody likes me, and people just fake it in front of me. I show who I really am, and yet no one likes me! WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO CRUEL! Instead, if this continues, I'm not gonna take my own life at high school graduation. If this continues till the end of my freshman year, I will consider doing it. That way I won't have to bother anyone.
Anyway, here I am now, at home, alone, crying at how pathetic I am, and yeah. Hope you guys have someone that like you! BBYYEEE~~~
