Monday October 1, 2018

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GUYS! MY GRADE IN SCIENCE IS DOWN TO A "C" BECAUSE MY SCIENCE TEACHER DIDN'T TELL ME I HAD MISSING WORK WHEN I WAS IN CALIFORNIA! I ASKED IF I HAD ANY WORK DUE WHEN I CAME BACK AND SHE SAID EVERYTHING WAS FINE! IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT BECAUSE MY MOM IS GONNA KILL ME! (Not literally)

ALSO, GRADES ARE DUE THIS FRIDAY!! UUUGGGGHHHH!! >n<

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Sorry about that, I just needed to rant about something. Also, today in science class, there is this guy that sits at my table, and he brags about EVERYTHING! He is always talking about how good he is and whenever someone talks, he is always yelling "SHUT UP!", "WHAT DON"T YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT BE QQUUUIIEETT!", and he keeps massaging his head as if he is having a migraine. Little does he know is that he isn't doing so well either. All he does during class is sleep, and whenever the teacher tells us to do a group thing, he just yells at us.

So every time he says something, I say, "Will you just shut up." or I just roll my eyes and say, "Tch, someone's on their man period." and I tell him that no one wants to listen to him because he ain't the boss of anyone, nor is he better.

(I am not giving out their name due to their privacy, and also I don't want to get in trouble because of cyber bullying and stuff like that

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(I am not giving out their name due to their privacy, and also I don't want to get in trouble because of cyber bullying and stuff like that.)

I've got to say, today is the most boring day I have ever felt in a loonnggg time. Probably because all the teachers were just rambling on about stuff that I learned last year, other than one of my classes of course.

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People say I like this guy, but I don't even know him, nor have I met him. All I know is that when I see him I just feel all bubbly inside. People say it's a crush, but I might end up hating the guy if i meet him. It's probably just a phase that I'll get over. I just wanted to let you guys know. If you have any ideas, let me know! ^w^

Also, I must tell you that he has a girlfriend, and I don't know how long that;s gonna last, and I know it's wrong and all, but it's not like he is gonna dump her for a stranger like me. So I'm just gonna keep all my feelings to myself.

(I'm not telling you his name because there are people from my school who can read this and tell him, and I don't want drama to start because I just want to stay away from that specifically)

Also, there is this other guy that I like, and we still keep in touch ever since we moved. He is in England right now, and we used to date, but before that we were best friends, we still are and we see each other as brother and sister. But lately he is being more kind and sweet than usual which kkkiinnndddaa made me fall for him again. He calls me his ilttle lion since I'm always trying to be better than boys and prove girls can be strong too, or his little june bug because it irritates me. And that's not even the worst part! I helped him get together with my best friend since they obviously like each other, but right now they're in a rough patch, and just broke up. After that, he started talking to me about help with asking out girls, and it breaks my heart and all, but I help him anyway. I mean, it makes me happy when I see the people I love happy right? Anyway, he is a grade above me, so that means he is high school starting freshman year. 

This is why I hate it when I grow feelings for someone. It always ends up with me being heartbroken because they don't like me back, or someone is always better than me. I've had a ton of times where I confessed, and being rejected, so I basically just gave up. *sigh* Sorry with bother you with my love life, just had to get that out.

Also, this is what the guy looked like last year before I moved. Don't tell him what I did if you know me IRL please!

 Don't tell him what I did if you know me IRL please!

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Don't judge, I was in yearbook in this grade so of course I would have pictures of the entire school

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Don't judge, I was in yearbook in this grade so of course I would have pictures of the entire school. Hmph! Just know it took a while to find these! Also, sssssssshhhhhhhhh!!!!! DON'T TELL ANYONE!!

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Welp! That's all for today for this book. If you guys have any ideas for the stories that I am currently working on, LET ME KNOW! BBYYYEEE~~ HAVE FUN, but not too much fun ( ;<

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