Before I even start this, I know this will be hard.
For someone like me, time doesn't do much, it's been two weeks, yet i don't feel much better, distance doesn't help much, it just makes me miss you even more, friends tell me you where messing with my feelings but i don't believe it, there isn't many words to describe how deeply i felt nor how deeply we got wrapped up in each other, those secrets we shared they lie between us.
Saying all this now doesn't make a difference to anything except the fact that that my affection and care for you isn't on friendship levels, the fact that i could feel the day going wrong i just didn't know that whatever is going on,
I'm asking myself how the hell am I getting these feelings when we haven't even met. All I know is that if things went differently we could have been happy given the connection we formed. I look at our friendship now and it feels so broken and the thing is, I don't think the break is from my end, all I lost was so much trust, I'm slowly retreating back into myself and leaving scars behind.
My hope is you see the damage and try fix it that's if you still care about me the way you say you do. The tears I shed aren't just for you they are for the loss of one of the best friendships I've had in so long
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the cracks that appear
Short Storythis is a story based on events that took place in my life, some chapters are fiction and are not. the book indulges of dreams that once crossed my mind. the book also gives a deep understanding of my past and how i became the woman i am today. Pl...
