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S.coups

Group: SEVENTEEN

[Seoul, South Korea]

You'd be lying if you said you don't feel a tad bit scared about telling everyone.. You came from (your hometown) to Korea. On top of that you became an Idol.... A black one. Honestly most people in Korea wasn't okay with a black kpop/k-R&B artist on their T.V screen, but there were some who where willing to listen to you, your story, and your music. These past 10 months you fell for someone, and that someone fell for you too. Seungcheol or better known as S.coups the amazing leader of Seventeen. Well he is amazing better than you think. You two have been dating for about 7 months now, and you've been on cloud nine with him. Every time you felt down or unhappy he's been there, and the good part is when he doesn't even know your sad or upset he still makes you smile without knowing he's making you happy inside... You wanted to show that happiness to the world... The mean and cruel world.

With that being said you asked him to see if he was on the same page. You felt tired of hiding your happiness, your love for him...

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"Coups can I ask you something"

He lifted his head from your lap, and removing his attention to the comedy movie that was playing in the living room of your house, to your eyes giving you his undivided attention. "Yea what's up?" You froze up a little rethinking of all the things you want to say. "Okay so I was thinking about us..." He furrowed his eyebrows with his mouth open ready to say something, but couldn't cause you stopped him before he said anything "I don't wanna breakup I swear" you chuckled a little. By this time S.coups was sitting up.

"You scared me for a minute girl" he started to chuckle a little too. "Nah but uhh what do you think about going public?" He then started to look worried.

"Y/N I don't know yet.. If we do this we both will get in trouble and plus it's against the rules and are fans how would they feel about this" You won't admit that you were a little hurt by his choice. So you respect his decision by all means, but you wanted to try..."Rules coups?? Forget them look at E'dawn and HyunA are grate ole pals they might have lost their dream jobs but they got each other AND their happy" One thing S.coups could never do is chose over is dreams, family, and you. So THAT got him thinking hard, really hard.

You've obviously picked that up so you interrupted his thoughts. "Look I know it's a lot too ask for... its just that I wanted to be happy with you in public too ya know not that being private relationship where nothing is reported 24/7" you said that with softest tone possible, but he just sat there with the same worried and unsure look. You know you failed horribly so you just got up walked towards your room.

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You just sat there with no words, no remorse nothing the only thing you felt was relieved, and that really made you think about this. 'How bad did you want this' or 'At lest he knows how I feel '. All those thoughts about telling him about what you want makes you feel relieved. Thinking Thinking Thinking... That was all you were doing until you heard a knock on the door, and see a familiar head pop through your door.

You smiled at you semi-smiling boyfriend. "Hey are you okay" "I'm fine" you replied with the smile indicating that you were doing fine. "Are you sure cause I know girls do that thing when they tell you their fine but their not and I-" "I swear I'm good coups" but instead of a smile you give him a sign to come closer. He plopped himself at the side of your bed back facing you.

You hugged him from the back whispering sweet nothings in his ears. "I love you no matter what" you then hear sniffs coming from his nose, and feeling his body up and down while doing so. You got off the bed, and walked in front of him and kneeling down to his level. You lifted his head up with you index finger alongside you thumb. You saw his tears although it wasn't the first time you felt lucky enough to witness his pain this shows the trust between you two is solid enough, just in eight months time. You wiped his tears away, and gave him a genuine smile making him calm a little. Pecking his cheek after calming him You got on your bed pull him along.

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While having Coups head rest on your chest now falling fast asleep. You two already talked about going public, and he agreed but he did feel a little uneasy, and he happily shared his thoughts on the page you two were trying to get on. He didn't wanna leave the boys or say goodbye to the fans, but he didn't wanna make you feel like you didn't have a say so in the relationship either. So you simply explained that it was okay that he wasn't ready your in this together, and with that you two agreed on the page you were going to get on next. Settlements something you two think you need so you agreed and he agreed. Now your taking it step by step, and not rushing anything that is not ready to happen.

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Words: 974 words
Song: Before you walk out of my life; Monica

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