all kpop groups, and k-hip-hop people. it can go from boy to girls ! this book is dedicated to all my chocolate / brown queens out there !
STARTED: Nov 21, 2018
ENDED: ××××××××××××
if you can wish for three things, what would they'd be ?
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" ming ... can you ... like not..." he looks at you, and his face falls into confusion, and sadness. You tried to be nice, and you tried to be lenient, but his presence made you a little insecure.. like you felt a little embarrassed to be around him now. why, because of his race, and the rumors. it was horrible, for you to think that way, but you felt it taking a void on you. still looking at him, you got up and walked away.
you heard footsteps, taking that it was mingi's, so when you walked far enough, away from your friends, you turned around to face him. He spoke before you did. " what is your problem y/n " you look at him in the same face he had earlier, when you asked him to stop it.. " don't play coy y/n.. you've been like this for 2 months now, tell me what's up ? " his empathetic sentence ended in a brisk command. a pit was formed in the bottom of your stomach. you hesitated to tell him what was really going on... but you loved him too much to keep it away from him.
" ming.. I think we need some time apart... not like a breakup, cause i don't wanna break up- cutoff - " then why say you wanna break... y/n, if you feel like you can't be with me anymore, then tell.. Last thing i want you to do is to beat around the bush " i sighed, and looked up trying to make the tears i had, go back inside my tear ducts. " ming, i don't wanna leave you.... i just need space... " he laughed through his tears " and what if you leave... me y/n i can't sit here and wonder what i did, if you don't tell me... "
It was my turn to laugh this time through my tears. " ming i don't know what you did.. i think it's me i thi-" he cuts me off to understand my confession " what do you mean.. you think its you ? " i rolled my eyes and held my head down. " mingi, i think i need space... please just understand that, please? " and with that he nodded, and walked away, in more of an angry manner. me on the other hand, i stood there, crying, missing him already, but i knew i had to reevaluate myself before i decided to be with him again... i am too toxic at this moment.
