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. party favor • win win

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he breaks up with you due to dating rumors of you and him .

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[ seoul, south korea, friday, 6:48 pm ]

" hey this is win, leave a message "

" hey win, call me back when you get this, or when you got a minute, we really need to talk.. wait you know what maybe just forget it, im coming over "

i got up, and headed towards the front door of my 2 bedroom apartment. i suddenly stop, and made sure i have everything i need. i then continued when i realized i did have everything, but my sanity. winwin has been ignoring me lately. by lately i mean for 2 weeks, because of god knows what.

im in my car not even listening to music, damn the power this man has, got me not listening music.. i never do that. i stop at a red light, and soon as i step on the brakes, i get a call from lucas. you answer the phone call. " y/n are you coming over ? " " yea how did you know that ? " i chuckled, he laughed nervously on the other end, making a confession following it. " well i kinda sorta snuck on his phone to get something i wanted, but that's not the point, the point is he is sad, and shit, and he isn't ansewering your calls, and- " i tried to intervene in lucas' non-stop rant, and while i did that the light turned green, and i made a left turn. " lucas get to the point " he huffed, and did as you said " y/n i don't know if he told you, but he is conflicted due the dating rumors " i was a little confused since these type of things wouldn't really get in the way of our relationship.

he continued, " the company didn't publish it, due to the fact that you race was a problem, they had a long discussion about it though, jungwoo, mark, and taeyong we're there, and when they got back win just was distraught, withdrawn, and reticent. he didn't talk about anything, and when he did, he left little to no descriptions about you or his feelings " now i didn't know if lucas was telling the truth, but then it occured to me that this is not something lucas will joke about, he was always next to me when it came to skin color, cause his was a little darker than the others. so i know he wouldn't make this up.

at this point i was 3 blocks away from the dorm, and i felt uneasy now, and lucas confirmed why i should hold off. " if you are coming by, i just want you to know... tread slowly.. i dont want you to be hurt by the implusive decisions he makes at this time of his life... " " oh... okay... thanks for the heads up lucas " i can hear his grin on the other line. " you're welcome see you in a bit " and with that he hung up.

[ seoul, south korea, friday, 7:20 pm ]

as i did the code knock on the door, i felt scared, cause if win is really upset about this dating rumor, then how am i supposed to deal with this, we've never had this type of problem. mark opens the door, while i was still thinking, it startled me, but it ignited a fire, and i was ready to spread it. i immediately started to ask questions.

" where is he ? is he okay ? " " he is going through it, i mean ever since we cameback from the office he has been lifeless, he barely comes out of his room " i push mark aside, and walk in the apartment, and behind me he close the front door. i was so nervous that i started to pace across the current room we were in. " y/n.. calm down, he is in his room right now, but make sure you go easy on him, he's been doing a lot of thinking " first lucas, and now mark... what is going on, they keep telling me to be careful with him. i know we can get over this. this is not that serious, but i nod, and but my stuff on the coffee table in the small living room. i head towards the back room, where i will see ancient chinese stickers, and win win, and lucas' in calligraphy.

i walked in, and i see wins figure under the big blue blanket, i closed the door behind me, i can tell he was still up cause his foot was shaking, so i walked towards him, and i sat on his bed, and i started to talk. " soooo... are you feeling okay ? " i mentally faced palmed myself, knowing that was the stupidest question i ever said.. out loud. he didn't answer, i didn't say nothing until 2 minutes.

" can you please talk to me... we can work through this " i begged, and he finally answered " y/n do you think we could last... forever ? " i looked at him, and his head was now out of the cornner, and now looking at me. " yea, i know we will last.. well only if we try, and talk to eachother " he smiles for 0.032 seconds. " y/n... what if we just broke up... huh?..what if we just left eachother? " my heart went to the bottom of my body. i didn't say anything... i couldn't... but could. " i dont want to hurt you, i feel like we dont belong together right now... certain things are just not meant to be, and i- " i was so unfocused after he insinuated we break up, i left his room almost in tears. i can hear him trying to call my name, but i just didn't feel like being there no more.

by this time i am already heading ou the door with my purse in my left hand, and my car keys in the other. mark was trying to get me to calm down, and turn back around, but i didn't want to be there like i said. i left and never turned back.

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