Showfire's realisation (may delete)

The Truth (or some of it)

Shadowfire's Mum POV

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I wish Shadowfire was home. Why did I let her go to the Black Marsh. I hope she is ok.

I walked around my home wondering why I let my baby go to the Black Marsh. She is so young and inexperienced. I let her go just after she had left after being in the forest for awhile. What was I thinking. No good mother would have let her go alone.... So why did I???

(3rd person still with Shadowfire's Mum)

Showdowfire's mum walked around in circles wondering why she let Shadowfire go to 'the Black Marsh'. It was unlike her to let Shadowfire go. Shadowfire was never to far from her mum at all times. So to let Shadowfire go after not seeing her was unlike Shadowfire's mum.

"Calm down Alice Shadowfire is fine"

"Easy for you to say Bob.Your hardly around to see her that oftern"

(Alice is Shadowfire's mum. Bob is Shadowfire's dad)

"Bob what happens if the Hybrid got her before she reached the Black Marsh"

"The Hybrid is gone. It has not attacked anyone"

"But"

"Shadowfire is fine ok honey. Relax" Bob said as he walked over and started giving Alice a back massage
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Shadowfire's POV
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It was early in the morning.

After our 'chat' last night Fallow and I want to find a place to spend the night. Finding a decent inn we wasted the night away.

'You are only 16'
'This is murder'
'I've been training all my life for this moment'
'But you're only 16'
'It's murder'

All of these thoughts were swarming around my head. They were stinging repeatedly like a hoard of angry wasps. They repeatedly stung again and again. I just couldn't get rid of them. I had to make a decision. Murder Doom or tell Fallow the truth.

"Wake up Shade" Fallow said as she nudge me awake (more like pushed me off the bed)
"What do you want Fallow it's to early to get up. We will do it in the morning"
"Shade it's nearly mid-day"
"Wait WHAT"
"You heard me now get ready we have to go"

If I am going to decide to murder Doom then I better get ready now. But the thing is, I don't really want to become a murderer. We are attacking him causing it to be murder and I just can't do it. Yes he may have already murdered quite a few people but I just can not take a life unless it is in self defence.
'Onyx what should I do'
'It is your choice Shade, Not mine to make'
'But what do you think I should do'
'Maybe you could just tell Fallow that you are 16. But whatever you do DO NOT tell her that you are a hybrid. Tell her when we trust her 100%'
'That actually sounds smart'

"Fallow" I said after I had gotten ready and dressed
"So you're ready Shade" Fallow asked as she finnished shapning her sword
"Yes and No" I said starting to get a little nervous. "Yes that im ready but no I can't do this"
"Do what Shade" Fallow asked turning to face me head on
"Murder a man in cold blood"
"This is not in cold blood. Doom has brutally slaughterd heaps of people. We can stop him yet you don't want to?"
"No I agree that he deserves to die. But I can't be the one to do it"
"Why not" Fallow asked while getting a little annoyed
"Because" Here it is. The truth. "Im not really an elf. Im actually an Argonian"
Fallow froze "You're not an elf?" "How does being an Argonian stop you from killing Doom"
"Not all Argonians are cold blooded killers. Some, like me, actually have a life. It's only Argonians born under the sign of the Shadow that are raised to be killers." I was rasing my voice.

How dare Fallow think that all Argonians are murderers. Yes I may have been born under the sign if the Shadow. But I escaped and ran away from the Shadow hunters to be free. Im not a cold blooded murderer like doom. I hated the Shadow Hunters. Yes I loved the training But the muderer it 100% NOT FOR ME.

'Calm down Shade. Fallow is ignorant just like the rest of the Nords. But she is your friend'
'IM CALM'
Onyx mentally rolled her eyes 'sure you are. Just don't hurt Fallow or you will regret it.'
'Your right. Im calm now ok'

"Sorry Shade. But there must be another reason that you can't kill Doom."
"There is. I am actually 16 not how ever old you thought I was"
"What!!!!! When were you planning on telling me this. What about what the companions? were you ever going to tell them?" Fallow started to get annoyed. Her skin was starting to grow fur. I sign that she was about to turn into her wolf. Not good. Not good at all.

"Fallow, do you want to see my true form? And calm down." (I don't need her going all wolf on me)
"Do you mean your Argonian form or just another LIE"
"My true argonian form"
"Ok. But I want to see you exactly as you look. NO Alteration. Got it"
"No alteration"

My Alteration magic shimmered. Scaled crawled from my chest to covering all my body. My nose shimmered then faded back into my snout. My teeth grew sharp and my eyes turned black. I grew a tail and spikes. My claws grew back. I looked like my old argonian self. Now to see Fallow's reaction.

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