BROKEN

Waking up > chapter 21

Marks POV

It's night 3 of kenz being in a coma I can't sleep, I've been watching Mackenzie for hours now just hoping she will wake up. I somehow feel it to be my fault she got hit, I don't know why or how I just do.. it's 3am and I can't take my eyes off her.. she's so beautiful even when she's all damaged. That may sound cheesy but it's true. I just wanna be with her.

I hear a faint knock on the door, I walk over and open it slowly. It's Johnny.

"What are you doing here?!" I ask in a whisper yell, "chill I just came to talk to you, can we go somewhere else? I don't wanna wake Jacob" he asks with a sad look on his face. I agree and we go down to the waiting room.

"What is it?" I ask opening my sandwich bag, I haven't eating all day. "Was this really my fault? Am I the reason she got hit?" He asks with tears forming in his eyes. I feel bad for him, in a way it is his fault but it also wasn't? "No of course not! She got hit because Jacob told her he liked her and she started crying and ran out into the street.." I say looking down, a tear runs down my cheek. "Wait.. Jacob likes her?!" He asks wiping away his tears. "Dude.. every guy in the group likes her.. you really messed up letting her go.." I say putting my half eaten sandwich back in the bag, I've lost my appetite. "I know, I know. It wasn't supposed to happen, I just want her back. I wanna call her mine again" he says now opening his soda. "I don't know if she's down for that bro, you really hurt her, you hurt all of us. You and Nadia were best friends with us and you threw it all away when you cheated" I say angrily opening mine as well. "Mark.. I'm so sorry. I know that won't fix it but I want to, I want to be friends again, I've missed you all so much. And I know Nads feels the same..".. 'Nads'?? He never called her nads before the kiss?? "Are you and Nadia a 'thing' now ??" I ask he looks up at me, "what? No. I want Kenzie back. She does too, we were stupid for kissing each other but we never meant to hurt her, it was a meaningless kiss." He said playing with his thumbs, "it did hurt her, a lot. I'm sure it was meant to be meaningless but it wasn't to kenz, and I wanna let you in on something.." I say looking down at the floor.. he looks at me his head slightly slanted with an eyebrow raised, "I also like kenz, a lot.. but I don't think I could ever do that to you, or any of the other guys.. I know it will be hard but I'll move on sooner or later.. but please don't get mad if I flirt with her, I'll try not to. But I do wanna help you get her back.. it won't be easy tho.. with all the guys trying to win her over.." I say kinda ashamed, I really like her, like REALLY. But I know she's meant to be with John.. "I had no idea you felt that way.. I'm sorry.. that means more then you know, I don't know how I'll get her back tho, do you have a plan?" He asks look me in the eyes now "I'm sure I can think of something" he hugs me, I know I should probably hate him but I can't he's still my best friend, and I just want him to be happy, "by the way, what had Nadia been up too? She hasn't come to see Kenzie and barely talks to us, only when she tries to get in contact with kenz but none of us actually talk back so I can't see why she gave up.." I say "she's in Miami right now, as soon as I told her about kenz she booked the first flight to LA to see her, she should be here tomorrow night," we talk for a few more minutes until..

Jacob comes running over and looks at me, then to Johnny the back at me, "what is he doing here?!" Jacob glares "chill bro it's okay we were just talking about Kenzie" I say "that doesn't make me feel any better about him being here" he crosses his arms. "Whatever bro, what was the big time rush (hehe see what I did there)?" I ask "oh shoot yeah, Kenzie woke up!" He grabs my arm and pulls me up, I look at Johnny and we all run into her room,

She's awake.. she looks so lifeless.. it breaks my heart to see her like this.. I start crying, Johnny doing the same. "K-kenz?" John says, his voice cracks, he's choking back the sobs, she looks at him, she starts crying too, She motions him over to hug her, they hugs for a good few minutes, I feel a little hurt but I'm glad she want him to hug her, I look over at Jacob, he's confused, he's full of anger and sadness. Poor guy. They break the hug after Johnny accidentally pushes on her ribs she touches his face.. she looks over at us, she hugs Jacob and I, at this point it's almost 7am. I smile at kenz one last time, then I pass out from not sleeping for days on end, the last thing I see is Johnny rushing over to me and the panicked look on Kenzie's face then it went black..

Hey lil Beansssss!
Haven't updated in a hot minute, I've been so busy with school and cheer but I'll try to update more this week! My story is slowing dying bc no one is reading it🤠🤙🏼 but that's okay I like this story so I think I'll keep it going, I have lots of good ideas for the chapters to come😏 anyways here's and extra long chapter of 1033 words🥳 enjoy!💛

~Leah