Opposites Attract? ....MY SNOW WHITE ASS!

Chapter Thirty-Six: I WANT YOU BACK NOW!

Rain poured on my face as I peered out into nothing. I adjusted myself on the step as I released a sharp breath. Everything seemed so surreal – like I wasn't even alive at this moment in time.

My dad was really gone, and that bitch is still walking around. What's worse is she is going to have a minion in nine months, as if we need another psychopathic crazy Looney tune wandering the streets.

I wiped away the few stray tears as I saw the shadow of a person approaching. Faded conversation was drawing out, and I saw Sean ending a phone conversation.

"Yeah, I'm standing in front of her now." He informed whomever he was speaking to. "I will. Don't worry."

Shoving his phone in his pocket he shook his hair with his right hand. I forgot how gorgeous he looked when it rained.

"So are you now my keeper, or suicide watch?" I quipped, giving him a false thin smile.

"Funny Sam," he snapped dropping down to one knee, "are you alright?"

I stared at him intently. "What do you think Sean?"

"No."

"My dad is fucking dead." I hissed. "Would you be farting rainbows right now?"

He sighed. "I know you are angry Sam. Don't take it out on me."

"Stop saying my name after each sentence." I demanded sharply.

"Sorry." He mumbled.

Scoffing I averted my gaze. "I'm sorry. I just don't know how to react to anything right now, or even feel at this point in time."

"You are handling everything you have been through a lot better than I ever could." He complimented thoughtfully. "No one expects you to be perfect. No one is. It's like trying to achieve the unachievable."

"Look at you old wise one." I chuckled lightly.

A faint smile appeared on his face. "I learned a lot by just watching you."

I shivered and wrapped my jacket around me tighter. I had no idea what to say to that.

He grabbed the side of my face gently so I would be forced to look at him. No words were spoken as we gazed at each other's eyes.

Swallowing the lump in my throat I released a quiet breath.

"You are amazing Samantha Olsen, despite what anyone says."

My gaze dropped to his lips. It was one of those pathetic moments every girl has. I wanted to kiss him.

So I did.

Sean was startled at first, but then fully responded. It felt like forever since our lips have collided this passionately, this delicately. I have missed it more than anything.

I wrapped my arms around his neck in attempt to bring myself closer to him. All I wanted to do was to be in his arms until the end. Moments like this are rare, and it was something I never wanted to end.

But of course, he had to pull away.

"I can't take advantage of you in this state." His voice was low, almost inaudible. "I'm so sorry Sam. I shouldn't have---"

"I kissed you." I corrected him before he could finish. "You aren't doing anything wrong."

"It's too soon." He breathed, moving his hands to my legs. "I want us to move slowly before fully getting back together."