"This is everything I didn't say."
Dear, Sophia,
I was invited to a party tonight. It was Taylor's birthday party. She was turning seventeen. I went there because, well, she's been super nice to me. So I went. I couldn't find her the first hour or so. Her house was huge and there were so many people.
I was sitting on the couch, drinking some beer and playing FIFA on my phone when I felt my bladder go off. I had to pee. I got up from couch with my phone and jogged upstairs. The hallway was huge with closed doors. I hurried to one door, seeing if it was the bathroom, and you're not gonna believe what I saw when I opened it.
Luke and Calum.
In bed.
Kissing.
Shirtless.
I stood there, frozen in my spot, until Calum turned around and threw a pillow at me. "Get out!" he yelled. I immediately shut the door and ran down the hallway, desperate to get away when I bumped into someone.
It was Taylor. She was dressed in a turquoise blouse with black leggings with white crosses on them, black high heels, and silver jewlery. Silver skull earings, silver necklaces, silver bracelets, silver rings. Silver everything. And red lipstick with a lot of mascara and her hair was wilting. She stil looked, dare I say, pretty though. She looked happy to see me. She even said she was happy to see me.
We went downstairs and got some more to drink before we went out into her backyard through the sliding doors in her kitchen.
It was like meeting you all over again.
And I remembered it.
But I didn't feel pain.
Love, Ashton
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everything i didn't say. (a.i. au)
Fanfiction"Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes, from all the letters that I saved, this is everything I didn't say." ********** In which Ashton writes letters to his dead girlfriend whom he lost to suicide, and every day, he lives with the guil...
