"Wait. Don't tell me heaven is place on Earth."
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Dear, Sophia,
Hey, baby. It's been a while now since you left me. How long as it been? Like...4 months? 5 maybe? I'm not sure. I lost count since my mom made me throw away my calender since I've been keeping track on how many days you've been gone.
You know, I miss you a lot. I miss your gorgeous face. I have a bunch of pictures of you in this shoe box I keep under my bed. Sometimes I still look at them. I have some pictures living in my phone of you too. I look at those too.
But it's not the same.
I miss looking at your face in person.
Okay, get ready for the angst, mushy shit.
I miss your beautiful blue eyes. They were so blue. Every time I looked into them, it felt as if all of the sins from my past life were being cleansed. I miss your sweet lips. Sweet, pink, and soft. Like heaven whenever we kissed. I miss those light dusting of freckles going across the bridge of your nose that you hated. I miss your petite hands and creamy skin.
I miss you.
And I don't think I'll ever stop.
Love, Ashton
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everything i didn't say. (a.i. au)
Fanfiction"Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes, from all the letters that I saved, this is everything I didn't say." ********** In which Ashton writes letters to his dead girlfriend whom he lost to suicide, and every day, he lives with the guil...
