What time was it? 12 pm? Damn I slept for a long time.... I change into some normal clothes and walk out. I walk around a bit, looking for a familiar face. I peep into the training room and pick out Natasha and Clint.
"Hey Natasha where is everyone?" I ask, approaching her,
"Went out with Sigyn to show her around," She answers.
"We aren't supposed to tell her," Clint whispers to her. I look away as Natasha looks at me, hiding the hurt look in my eyes.
"It's lunch time right now so go eat," Natasha says. I nod and walk out, trying to avoid the gazes I got from other agents. Instead of going to the cafeteria I head to my room and grab the MP3 player Bruce left me. After that I head to the roof.
It was a cool day but it wasn't too cool. It was....perfect. No wonder they went....without me. I sit down and lean against the front of the wall. I was in the area which was above the entry to Shield.
"You'd just slow them down," I tell myself. Why was I so upset about them leaving me. I wanted to be alone this whole time!
"I want to be alone...not lonely," I say letting my words drift off for the wind to hear. My lips start to tremble and I sniffle.
"No! No more crying! No more....crying...." I say as I begin to cry. I plug my earbuds in and play a song that I've been listening to for a long time, singing along to it through my broken cries.
"Will they understand?
It's the question of a lifetime
Trying to find the right words
But what if they don't care?
Never mind
Dealt with it myself
Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts
Scared of what I might do
Never mind
No one seems to hear you till you're loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you're down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones
Are the ones you can't see
Are the ones you can't see
Never mind
Do they understand?
I'm begging for an ally
Think I'm just confused
Blow it off, it's nothing new
Never mind
Little do they know
The murder of my right brain
It still has me grieving, take these pills for sleeping
My world is turning black and white
No one seems to hear you till you're loud
Then they call you crazy
Then they call you crazy
Quietly I battle with myself
Days are getting hazy
Days are getting hazy
No one seems to notice when you're down
Unless you are bleeding
Unless you are bleeding
But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones
Are the ones you can't see
Are the ones you can't see
Never mind
Never mind
If life is but a dream
Flowing gently down the stream
Then I'm caught in the rapids
Leaking boats and broken things
Merrily, merrily
Swimming towards the shore
The voice they said was harmless, only threw me overboard
If life is but a dream
Nothing but a dream
Then I just wanna smile
Wanna smile in my sleep
Merrily, merrily
Nightmares all the time
No one hears my screams
Just wave as I float by
Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a dream
Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a dream,"
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