"We have arrived," Thor says, holding me a bit tighter and then going back to his previous grip. I had stopped crying a while ago, I was just empty now. As we land I notice the others standing outside as well as Tony spoke to them in a quiet voice.
Thor lands and lowers me down, setting me on the ground afterwards. Kristen, Bruce, and Steve quickly rush to me. The muzzle gives a beep and falls off.
"Do you realize how much you scared us?!" Kristen asks, shaking me. I shrug and don't bother to properly answer.
"Tony told us he found you on the beach, why were you there?" Steve asks me. Once again I shrug.
"Did you hurt yourself, or did someone hurt you?!" Bruce asks, examining me while he asked. This time I nod.
"Where? Who?" Kristen seethes. Wow she actually looked like my sister right now!
"She lying," Sigyn says as I point back to Thor.
"What...did he do?" Steve asks me.
"Caught me when I jumped off a fucking building," I mumble as I push past them and walk inside. When I walk in it's quiet but then I hear the door open as the group follows me, bombarding me with questions and statements I had no interest in.
I walk faster and quickly go into my small room, locking the door behind me.
"(Y/n) open the door!" Bruce says. I let go of the handle and trudge to my bed and fall on it.
"We'll kick this door down if we have to!" Natasha says. I crawl up and place my head on my pillow, exhaustion hitting me like a bullet. They call out my name but I fall asleep. My nightmares felt nicer then this reality...
So then does that make my nightmares, nightmares?
*pov change*
"That's it I'm breaking the door," Tony grumbles.
"Hold on for one moment," Loki says and disappears, appearing back after about a minute.
"She is asleep," he tells the others.
"She fell asleep? Just like that?!" Clint asks in utter shock, "....must be nice."
"I'm surprised she has," Loki says honestly as he looks at the door, imagining the sleeping girl inside to come out into his arms.
"And why's that, if I may ask?" Bruce questions.
"If any soul had the horrid nightmares she has every night, they wouldn't dare to sleep for weeks," Loki says and walks off.
*pov change + Timeskip*
I was debating on going out my room or not for the past hour. Right now I was in the bathroom for....reasons....
It was 6am and the weekend, so not a lot of people would be out. Eh might as well. I change into another hoodie. Tony's hoodie to be exact, I could tell from the smell.
'There has to be something interesting here,' I think as I walk around the empty hallways. I hear a small rumble and I look around, no one. Must be the weather then. My guess is confirmed when I see the large window. Dark grey skies....
I continue my search for something interesting. It was difficult since many areas were closed off to a person like me.
'A music room?' I think as I lightly touch the plaque. The door slides open to reveal a huge room. I look at the instruments till another door catches my eye. That one slides open to reveal a piano in the corner.
One piano in a room that could be a ballroom.....
"Fury playing the piano..." I mumble as I imagine the strict guy to play something like 'Yankee Doodle Dandy'
I walk to it and sit down on the seat. I slowly press on one of the keys, letting the soft sound echo through the empty room. I bring my hands up and lightly press my fingers down on the notes to see if I still remembered how to play. Hmm I guess I did.
"Thanks Aros...." I mumble as I let my fingers glide, playing specific keys. As I play a song comes to my mind. Nico used to love it, he was a dork so of course he did....
I smile a bit, thinking about the time when he'd sing the English version off key but with so much passion as if he was in the show.
"This one's for you," I mumble as I begin to play.
"Oh won't you tell me?
Please just tell me
Explain how this should work.
Well now who could it be,
That lives inside of me?
I'm broken,
Lying,
Helpless,
Shattered.
Surrounded by the world.
And yet,
You're smiling bright.
Completely blind to life.
My ruptured lungs;
They were left this way.
For once I'm out of breath.
The truth I seek,
Never felt so bleak but,
I maintain my depth.
Freeze.
I'm breakable,
Unbreakable.
I'm shaking yet,
Unshakable.
Until the day that you find me.
I'll stand here existing
And feeling wretched existence.
Consuming life force
Till I grow distant.
Don't bother searching for somebody like me...
A fading no one.
I don't want to hurt you,
It's not my nature.
A monster born from dusk to dawn
Can't be your savior.
So remember the me,
The way I used to be...
As who I still should be..."
As I sing I notice my reflection on the piano. The blue and red smoke I had gotten used to seeing was flowing out my eyes. My lips tremble as my fingers continue to play. I wipe a tear and continue to sing.
"The isolation spreads and tears,
Those happy days,
Pierce into me.
These lonely memories cease to care.
They spread throughout my history.
I'll never move,
I'll never lose,
I'll never move,
I'll never lose,
I'll never move,
I'll never lose you
Unraveling the world...
At once I start changing,
Yet everything's remaining.
These lives I've felt would join as one.
They fade away before they've begun.
I'm breakable,
Unbreakable
I'm shaking yet,
Unshakable.
Until these hands contaminate you...
I'll stand here existing
And feeling wretched existence.
Consuming life force
Till I grow distant.
Don't bother searching for somebody like me...
A fading no one.
This lonely space,
Held into place by someone crazy.
Shall melt away like dawn to day as things get hazy.
So please think of me the way I used to be...
As who I really should be.
So don't forget me,
You can't forget me,
You won't forget me,
Please don't forget me.
With changing inside I'm completely paralyzed.
Remaining corrupt as I wish for paradise.
Remember the me,
The way I used to be...
Oh won't you tell?
Please just tell...
Well now who could it be,
That lives inside of me...?"
I let the last note echo out into the empty room as I let out a sob. I bring my fist and bring it down on the piano. The loud sound of the the random keys fade away as I try to stop my sobbing but it continues. Coming out my room was a mistake....
I wipe my tears, abruptly get up, and turn around....Shit....how long were they there?
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This is late I know I'm sorry I just have a lot of stuff going on. One is school finals are coming up. ANYWAYZ THE TRAILER DROPPED AND I WAS SCREAMING THE HURT LOOK IN TONY, SHURI AND PETER BEING MISSING, STEVE CRYING, N SCOTT LANGGGG MMMMMMMMM IM SUING MARVEL 😰😰😤😤
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Loving Lies (Book 2)
FanfictionShe fell for him, and fell hard. He did the same, or so she thought. (Y/n) has had her heartbroken her whole life. When an emerald eyed god came in, things started to look up a bit. So of course she fell for him. But Loki broke her heart. Along with...
