Just Friends...

Chapter 6 - Confessions & A Troubled Past

Your P.O.V

I don't wanna eat. They're right, I'm fat and ugly why would Michael even wanna be my friend his probably just faking it. maybe I should just go home and leave these 4 to do what they do best. I only bring them drama they don't need so what's the point in staying?

Suddenly I heard the door open and a load of laughter so I decided to pretend I was asleep. what a fail that was. "Hey come on I know your not asleep, get up" I mentally face palmed and sighed as I got up and moved to the sofa slouching because of the mood I was in. "Are you okay?" Ashton asked me "I'm fine" I smiled, but I'm not sure if he believed me. I could only hope he did because the last thing I needed is for him to find out my secret. the secret only Michael knew.

See two years ago my dad left to move to England for business reason but everyone said that it was my fault and I was a disgrace as a daughter and he hated me of course I believed them as he always used to shout and me, mum sys it's because he cares but I believe it's I'm a disgrace to him. Anyway all my close friends left me and then before I knew it the whole school including teachers hated me and treated me like I was some weirdo kid who smelt bad or something like that, as a result i started skipping school and going shopping with mum more often and just walking round, and that's how I met Michael. I was on my way to buy some more bracelets to cover my new cuts. Yes I self-harm, but it relieves my sadness and anger. but long story short he saw my arms took care of me and we became real good friends and plus his the only friend have, I hope he sticks by my side. I love him for who he is and how he accepts me for who I am, and I really hope he feels the same about me. I must admit I once had feelings for him but was too scared to admit it.