Just Friends...

Chapter 21 - You're So... You (part 2)

Okay am I hearing things or did my best friend just say that she's in love with me and that she ACTUALLY loves me. OH... MY ...GOD my heart is racing right now and I'm holding back the "I love you too" speech that wants to come out of my mouth right now. So I took her bags and walked towards the gates with her and the guys and we took our seats on board the plane and Y/N cuddled back up to me and I heard her mumble "I wish you were my boyfriend Michael because I love the way you're so... you, goodnight babe" and with that she yawned and fell asleep before the plane had even taken off.

I'm not one to brag and keep going on about things but this girl actually LOVES me for me she doesn't want or expect me to be anyone else and that's why I have feeling for her so badly and want to help her stop the self harm because she's amazing and I hate seeing her this upset. She's not what the fans and other people have said and say she is, if you knew her like I do she is the most kind hearted, loving, carefree but hardworking person I have ever met and that's why I LOVE her soooo freaking much it hurts to fight back those 4 little word I want to say so badly. Y/N I love you. it's sad because you should be able to tell the one you love that you love them and how much you love them and all that cute shit couple do including walking along the street holding hands sharing kisses every now and then but it's complicated with what I do as a living and touring with my band. I love her I really do but I just have to wait for the right time. The right time when the boys are out, we are alone and there are no cameras or paparazzi around then I can confess and tell her everything I've ever wanted to say. I hope that day is soon because now she's said those 6 words ' i wish you were my boyfriend' I can't help but thinking of say 6 words back 'I wish you were my girlfriend'

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Once the place had landed I woke Y/N up and we got off the plane and walked through hundreds of screaming fans and this time none of them noticed Y/N and I was confused as to why but then I saw that she had mixed herself in to look like she was part of the crowd that was trying get through the fans and to the airport doors then she stopped.

"Hey aren't you that girl who was with the guys at their last stop and was getting called horrible names?" A fan asked her, I guess it was good I could lip read

"Nope wrong person you must be looking for someone else" she said trying to walk I but the fan blocked her way and this was hard for me because my instinct was to jump in and pull he away but the other part of me was saying she's pretending not to know you guys stay back and Luke must have seen the anger and confusion in my eye because he casually walked over and said "Y/N? is that you?" and she looked at him dazed but thank she was going along with her plan "I'm sorry who are you?" she asked "Lucas... Lucas Hemmings you know the kind in your nursery class who would always take you lunch because I never wanted my own" and then she looked like she came to sudden realisation "omg! luke! is it really you?" I exclaimed and he nodded "how bout we catch up over a not cup of coffee?" he asked "sure I'd like that, I mean if your not busy" she replied "oh no I'm not busy just taking a vacation come on" and she grabbed her bags and followed him to the car, after that me, Calum and Ashton left 3 minute slots inbetween each other before heading out of the airport ourselves. Once we were all safely out and in the van that was transporting us to the hotel I text Luke thanking him for getting Y/N out of there safely as there was an awkward silence due to the fact Ashton and Calum were asleep, Y/N had her head phone in staring out of the window and me a Luke were both tired but staying awake and we don't talk when we're tired so I figured I'd just text him.

To Luke:

Thanks for getting her outta there safely mate :) can I tell you something? :$

From Luke:

It's okay :-) couldn't see her go through hate again today :-( and yeah sure what is it?

To Luke:

It's kinda stupid but I need to get it off my chest. I'm in love with her :) <3