Just Friends...

Chapter 13 - Now He Knows...

Your P.O.V

I woke up looking around the room, I saw Mikey looking down at me but then I turned my head and that's when I saw Ashton sitting there with the first aid box. SHIT! now he knows, I'll never make it outta this one. it's like Michael finding out all over again, I feel like such a let down, such a creep, I know now that he'll never want to speak to me ever again. He'll think I'm an emo, some sort of phsycopathic freak. I turned over and grabbed onto Mikey and sobbed into his clothes saying how sorry I am and he said the most comforting words to me "It's okay, I'm here now" I mentally smiled when he said those words because I knew even though he was busy he would do his best to be by my side. I turned to Ashton and said "Hey, I'm sorry you had to see me like this, I'm a mess and because only Mikey knew that why I wrote the note to him but now you know I can write them to you to so he is always worried"

Ashton smiled sympathetically at me brushing my hair behind my ear "you may be a mess but your our mess and a beautiful one too, we will always love you and stuck beside you no matter what" Ashton explained and Michael nodded frantically in agreement before the had a group hug. "can we eat now I'm hungry" I said and everyone burst out in laughter "of course, come on" Ashton chuckled so I grabbed my sweatpants and threw on my jacket and we went to the living room and ate dinner, it was the best food I had eaten in like forever because let's face it the last few meals I've cooked I've ended up burning it some way or another because I'm so clumsy and it always tasted shit if I'm being honest.

After dinner I went to the kitchen and dished up dessert which was the chocolate cake is baked with vanilla custard and I even sprinkled some chocolate shavings over the top to give is that extra chocolate flavour. When I took it through Ashton looked confused but when I put it down and gave then their plated has smiled and said thank you Calum and Michael doing the same but when Luke received his he said "You made this ... for us?", I turned around picking up the tray and said "Yes because I care and my friend and his band and you need to eat properly seeing as you seem to hardly eat any other time" and left the room returning with my own dessert and taking my seat inbetween Calum and Ashton and opposite Michael who kept making pouty faces and tapping the spot next to him saying "come and sit here please" and faked crying when I shook my head and stuck my tongue out him. after dinner we watched some TV and then me and Ashton made out way to bed leaving mike,cal & luke playing FIFA 14 quietly shouting at the TV when ever they missed a goal or got tackled and lost the ball. it was amazing how one simples game could amuse them for hours and make them so happy. I liked it when they were happy, it made me think that someday I could be just as happy as them. I brushed my teeth and then grabbed my phone climbing into the bed I was sharing with Michael and scrolled through my Facebook and Instagram not bothering with twitter because I knew there was probably some form of hate on there and I didn't want to get upset before bed, especially as the boys had lifted my mood. I was about to go to sleep when I saw a figure move towards me and sit on the end of my bed I turned my light on and saw Ashton with a puzzling look upon his face and I couldn't help but wonder what was wrong.