Just Friends...

20 - You're So... You (part 1)

Michael's P.O.V

We are at the airport going through security and Y/N is looking very tired, I don't blame her though it is early and she had a bit of a rough night.

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"Y/N?" Calum called out in the middle of the night

I woke up and saw she wasn't next to me and I immediately started to panic and shot out of bed and straight to the bathroom and my heart sank at what I saw, Y/N was sitting on the floor with a blade in her hand running it over her skin. I felt bad because she had gone 3 days clean and had relapsed but I know that it's gonna take time. "Y/N?" I asked shakily and she snapped her head up and looked at me, "I'm so sorry Mikey" she sobbed as she finished the cutting then cleaning her wounds and blade then heading to get ready to leave because by now Luke and Ashton were up too. 10 mins later and we left for the airport and Y/N fell asleep on my lap but I couldn't blame her so I let her sleep until we reached the airport then I had to wake her. as we walked into the airport Luke and Ashton asked why she was so tired and I told them and you could tell they immediately felt sorry for her with the way they looked at her, which left me thinking if I confessing my feelings for her were a lot easier.

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I walked over to Y/N and gave her a cute brief hug and I felt her hug back and tears soak into my shirt but I didn't mind I just wanted her to know she is safe with me, safe with US because we all love her and adore her for the strong person she is she's been through so much for such a young age, so yeah she's the most mature out of us all even though she's the youngest but who cares at least she has fun every now and then.

We were waiting once again for our flight to be called and I was sat with Y/N quietly talking about why she had relapsed.

"So what made you do it this time?" I asked

"The voices tell me they're right and I'm ugly" she replied trying not to cry

"Awwww babes, look at me... your not ugly okay you are you and you is perfect okay?"

"Okay Mikey.... thank you" she smiled and hugged me

*bing bong*

Flight 2465 leaving from gate 8 heading straight for Miami will be leaving in 28 minutes would all passengers and boarding staff like to make their way to the gate and board the flight within the next 10 minutes, I repeat that is flight 2465 leaving gate 8 heading straight for Miami is leaving in 28 minutes would all passengers and boarding staff please make their way the gate to board the flight. Thank You and have a safe journey to your destination.

"That's us boys" Luke said standing up and grabbing his bags "come on babe let go, you can sleep on the plane" I said and helped her to her feet. She went to take her bags "no let me please I wanna help you" and she giggled the most adorable half asleep giggle I could've ever imagined "Michael Gordon Clifford... you are so you and I like that and I just wanna say I love you... like love love you"

Hi guyssssss, I'm so happy my story has so many views. and I just wanted to say that the next chapter will also be from Michael's P.O.V

And 1 other thing... keeps reading to find out whether Luke, Calum or Ashton find out about Michael's feelings towards his best friend and if so what will happen?????????