Just Friends...

Chapter 11 - This Wasn't Meant To Happen

Ashton's P.O.V

We were recording our new song and were about to leave the studio when Michael suddenly shouted "Chinese for dinner!" Great I'm always complicated when it comes to Chinese food as there are so many good dishes to choose from. "Yes!" Calum exclaimed and fist punched the air "okay" Luke said and I just nodded. we left and went to the nearest Chinese restaurant. we waiting in the queue and when it was out turn Mikey placed our order which was:

• 2 chicken noodles
• 1 beef noodles
• 1 duck noodles
• crispy duck pancakes (mine obviously)
• 5 egg fried rice
• cans of Pepsi

Total: £/$56.60

We sat and waited while our food was cooked and then went home. when we walked through the door the place smelt like a bakery and it was like we had just walked into heaven. The smell was so sweet I could've died of happiness. "Something smells nice" I said walking into the kitchen placing the bag I was carrying on the counter and grabbing 5 plates and 5 sets of cutlery before going and joining the others, when I walked in they were all staring at a piece of paper and I wondered what the hell was going on.

Luke's P.O.V

Whilst Ashton was grabbing the plates and cutlery me,Michael and Calum walked into the living area and saw a piece of paper folded in half sitting on the coffee table we walked over and saw it was addressed to us and there was an envelope addressed to Michael we first read the one addressed to us all then Michael read his I'd hate to know what it said because his face slowly started turn whiter and whiter until he reached the state where he looked like he had seen a ghost, "you alright mate?" I asked "uh... yeah fine I'll just go wake Y/N up" and with that he walked off towards the bedroom. I wonder what's up with him.

Michael's P.OV

I walked off towards the bedroom to wake Y/N up but I was more worried about what she had put in the letter to me.

Dear Mikey,
I guess I should start by saying sorry because I made a promise to you I would never cut again but I have something else to confess to and the reason behind why I've done it. I went to the store today while you were out to get something for breakfast and lunch because there was nothing I liked here and whilst I was taking stuff off of the shelf some fans noticed me and starting shouting at me, at first I brushed it off but then they involved you and the others and it upset me. I needed to get home quick. At first I occupied myself with my exercise routine and then some baking but as I was waiting for you the need to cut got worse and worse so I broke my razor and gave myself the relief I needed. You have to believe me when I say I'm sorry, I didn't want to break the promise but I have and now I'm a mess.

Love you so much please don't hate me.

Y/N
xxxxxxxxxx

My main priority was checking her arms and making sure she hadn't cut too deep like she has once before, that wasn't a good night, but when I got to the bedroom it wasn't just her arms she had cut, it was her legs as well. She was in such a state. "oh god Y/N what have you done?" I whispered trying not to cry, then the worst thing possible happened, "hey Michael hurry u...", shit this wasn't meant to happen. Damn Ashton knock before you walk in.