Peculiar demon//Sebastian Michaelis x demon!reader

'him'

i lay on my bed, my eyes glued to the ceiling.my mind running on him.my mind filled with him for the passed week or two.ever since i saw his face, it was a distraction to the lady elizabeth's kidnapping.his hair, white as snow. his eyes, his purple eyes looking as dead as possible.i swore that he/she was long dead by now.

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i stood next to my young master, watching all the chiefs make their curry. sebastian gracefully cooked, mixing ingredients together.i could easily tell he kept glancing at me with his seductive eyes.at any chance he got, always his eyes were glued on me as if i was the only person in front of him.but behind me the maidens surrounding me fawned over him, thinking he looked at them.

once more, his eyes moved away from his hands.his red eyes staring at me as he continued to cook.my face turned to a scowled, his smile grew.on purpose he tilted his head to the side, revealing the mark i left on him a while back.still i don't understand why i did that.

"is he taken?"

"i wonder who the lucky lady is"

already the maidens noticed the mark on his neck, it was at its process of healing.it looked like a bruised hickey.i felt my face flush at his actions, i turned my head away.i knew already that i gave him what he wanted because he finally returned his gaze to the food.

"was he looking at her?"

my heart thumped in my chest rapidly, my breathing becoming shaky, i pressed my hand on my chest.why is it so hard to breathe.i could feel the gazes of maidens surrounding me. their eyes on me, their whispers of me.it's suffocating.

"tch, showoff" ciel muttered, crossing his arms."i don't see why girls like him" he sighs.

"ma'am" i felt a hand on my shoulder, i turned my head and saw him.his white hair making his purple eyes shine brighter.his hair matched his uniform, making him seem so bright, pure."ma'am are you alright?" he asks with a soft smile.my eyes moved to his clothes, he's the queen's butler.

why is he here? isn't he supposed to next to the queen?

"do you need water? you seem sick" i shook my head.his thick scent filled my nose, everything about him was so familiar, it was nostalgic to me.his kind, why would he work for someone of evil?what use is the queen to him?why would an angel want to work under the queen?

"no thank you." i smiled politely.

"ah then, enjoy the rest of your time" he smiled "y/n" in that second, his eyes didn't seem so kind.in that second his eyes went dead, the up bright shine disappeared."i hope to see you soon" he patted my shoulder before walking off, back to the queen's side.

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"ash landers" i muttered.his face seemed to be scattered all over my memories.is it possible that he's working with s/n?is he the one who made me this way?i must know.it's killing me-

"why is the queen's butler sitting here drinking tea!" that was enough for me to jump off the bed, rushing to the kitchen.it didn't matter anyway, my break was almost over anyways.my feet slapped the floor, my shoes creating loud echos throughout the manor.

finally, i reached to the butler before he left.my tired body leaning on the corner, my breathing swallow, i was breathing from my mouth.i felt the cold sweat on my back and on my face."y/n?" my feet throbbed in pain from running in shoes not meant for running.i lifted my hand, pointing at the white-haired butler

"i-i need to s-speak to you!" i gasped, pushing myself from the wall.i felt myself wanting to recoil as i stepped closer to the butler.

"oh, your that lovely maiden from the competition" he smiled.i kept my mouth shut, finally once i reached him.i threw my hands on him, my fingers gripping on his coat.

"y-you!" i practically yelled at him.his dead eyes, staring at me.

"y/n!" the servants yelled in panic.

"what in the bloody hell are you doing y/n!"

finally understanding what was happening.he moved his eyes to the people behind me, his eyes changing."oh, i see. you recognized me, my dear y/n" he forced a smile on his face.his hands rested on my hips

"get your hands o-off!" i whispered, my body shaking from whatever reason.i could feel the eyes of everyone on me.never have i acted this way, even i am surprised.

"my dear y/n, please recompose yourself.i'm aware this must be a surprise but please.your master is here" he leaned forward and pressed a kiss on my forehead."if you really want to chat, i'll find you" he broke away before walking out the manor "until then, my dear"