Six Different Kinds of Love

Shower...Again

"So....hey-uh...We never did..."

She finally looked back at me.

I almost sighed with relief.
Oh shit but now I have to say something....Oh god this was gonna be embarrassing...

"...W-We never like...."

My cheeks blushed bright-red.

"....Aki...?"

I swallowed another lump in my throat.

C'mon Aki just say it for god's sake!!

I squeezed my eyes shut, not wanting to see her expression because of the pure embarrassment.

"WenevershoweredtogetherthenightIbroughtallofyoubacktomyhouse!!!"

(Translation: We never showered together the night I brought all of you back to my house!!!)

She didn't respond for a few seconds.
I opened my eyes, waiting for the worst.
My face was so red I could feel the heat rushing to my head.

She just burst into laughter.

"Ahahah! Akimato-your such a dork~!"

....Eh?! Dork?! The heck?

"U-Uhh....So...I dunno....You wanna like..."

I cut myself off, mind blank.
Gah!-so embarrassing I think I'm gonna faint again right here on the spot...

"Wanna like....?"

She grinned.

"Ughh-You know what I mean goddamn it!!! Can we just..like...do it...."

She laughed at me again.

"S-stop laughing, this really isn't funny."

She just kept on laughing.
In that moment I felt a wave course through my body.
It felt like all of the masculinity and dominance inside of me had been washed away.

My face turned an even brighter shade of red.

"Oh I'm sorry Akimato...You look so red now. It's really adorable. Okay fine...how about we take a shower together then, will that make you happy?"

I looked away but nodded.

"Y-Yeah."

For some reason, my body started to tingle with....excitement.
I wasn't sure wether it was a good feeling or not.

"Mmn. You're too cute Aki."

She placed a light kiss on my nose.
I repeatedly blinked at her, confused.
She just giggled and started to undress.

Why did this not feel like just a favour?

For all the other girls it was.
I mean, it felt more like...we were a couple or something...

"...C'mon Aki I'm already getting in. Are you just gonna stand there or what?"

I blinked again, bringing myself out of my peculiar thoughts.

"Y-yeah I'm comin'."

I ripped my clothes of quickly, and hopped into the shower.

Why did this feel so natural?

When I showered all of the others...I actually showered them I didn't just touch their body.

However, this time was a little different...

"L-Lena...Wh-What are you-"

She rubbed my back with her body
I could feel her breasts on my back...

The streaming water washed off my sweat.

She nipped at my neck, leaving the smallest little love marks I'd ever seen.

"Lena! What are doing?! You can't leave marks or everyone will se-"

"It's ok...they're only tiny."

Her little bites turned into tender kisses.
I'll admit...it felt really good...but...This isn't showering...

"Mmnh..Lena..."

"How many times are you going to say my name, Akimato?"

She whispered in my ear, flirtatiously.

"I-I just..."

I wanted to give in so bad..but...

"Akimato...are you ok?"

She stopped.
I opened my eyes.

"...I..don't know if..what we're doing is..okay..."

I said, hesitantly.

"I mean, I know...that some of the others like me...well at least I think I know..."

She sat on her knees.

"Do you not want to do it with me?"

She didn't seem that upset, just surprised.
Being completely honest, I don't know what I want. I don't know who I want.
I sat there again, in silence.

What was I to Lena anyway?

"....If you don't want to we can stop-"

"N-No! That's not it...I-It's just that..."

C'mon Aki say something.

"Aki, Listen. If it feels like what you're doing is wrong...then it probably is."

"L-Lena..."

"I would know of all people. You're a good person Aki. Don't let someone like me get in the way of your love life."

Lena...what if you are in my love life?

What am I supposed to do then?
Am I supposed to choose one of them? No-I didn't want to choose.
I liked all of them the same-no-loved all of them the same.
I brought them to this house.
I should know what to do.
But that's just the thing...I don't know what to do.

I'm really bad in pressured situations.
Usually I just end up keeping silent.
So I did exactly that.

"It's okay Akimato. We can continue this another time if you would like?"

I looked down.

"M-Mn. Sure."

After drying up and getting changed, Lena went downstairs.
I stayed upstairs, and tried to forget my complete humiliation.

"Ugh I really am sucha dork."

Then I remembered...I hadn't checked on Bella in a while...