Billy
I lit up a cigarette taking in the view of the sunrise as I sat on top of my roof. "It's five in the morning Billy" I heard turning my head to the side, seeing Kasey climb out of my window.
"Couldn't sleep" I spoke
It wasn't a lie, I couldn't sleep. Thanksgiving was about two weeks ago. Danica and I haven't spoken since the run in with Kasey. I usually see her twice a week and that's whenever she comes to pick Max up for their "girls day." She never gets out the car but I can always see her through the car window.
"Thinking about her?" Kasey questioned making my heart crack. I cared about Kasey, I really did and If we were back in California we'd be happier. Danica wouldn't be the cause of this drift in our relationship. I took a pull from my cigarette before answering with a "No"
"It's okay if you are" Kasey spoke taking a seat next to me. I passed my cigarette to her watching as she took a pull from it passing it back, "She's your first love" Kasey added blowing out smoke.
This was one of the things that made me love Kasey. She was always understanding. Understanding of things that just happened without control. She understood that Danica was the first girl I loved. A girl that changed me to be the person I am today.
"I love you"
"I love you too, but are you in love with me?" She questioned. This made me think, I wasn't IN love with her. I loved her but I wasn't In love with her. I stood quiet making her lay her head on my shoulder. "You're too good for me" I spoke making her giggle, "You're too good for me" She mimicked.
"You know what I think" Kasey spoke looking into my eyes, "What?" I questioned looking back at her
"I think you should follow your heart and do what makes you happy. We were friends before our relationship, I'll still be your friend after" She spoke with a smile plastered on her lips. I leaned in kissing her. our lips moving in sync as I grabbed her by her hips pulling her into my lap. Why was I being a douche to this great girl? closed my eyes hoping to block out my thoughts and just enjoy this moment that could possibly be our last.
Kasey wasn't a bad girlfriend, she was a great girlfriend but she wasn't Danica. I couldn't give Kasey my whole heart because it still belonged to Danica. Some people would probably think I was being fucked up, a asshole. And yea maybe they were right. I probably was being an asshole, stringing along two girls just like I would in high school. But this time at least they knew. I knew I hurt both girls but I also knew that i'll make it up to them.
"I'm going to go back home" Kasey spoke pulling away. I sighed knowing that this wasn't what she expected when she wanted to meet my family officially. "You don't have to, you can stay" I reassured making her smile, "You're such a nice guy Billy but I think you need to go win your girl back."
"Stay for a couple of days and let me make this up to you" I begged making her giggle with a nod, "Okay" she whispered. I kissed her one last time before watching her make her way back over to my window, Most likely going back to sleep. I'm surprised Susan and Max haven't scared her off yet with their love for Danica. I'm also surprised that my shit father is behaving and not making her uncomfortable.
"I am an asshole" I said to myself as I took another drag from my cigarette as I stared at the sky.
Short chap guys but I hope you enjoy as always💕
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Nostalgia • Billy Hargrove (Sequel to No Good)
Fanfiction"It's been awhile" Billy spoke placing a cigarette between his lips. "Four years Cali, but who's counting"
