Nostalgia • Billy Hargrove (Sequel to No Good)

Chapter Twenty

Danica

WARNING SEXUAL CONTENT
The past couple of weeks consisted of failed attempts to contact Billy. I wasn't bold enough to just show up to his house unless invited by Susan but even than he was missing in action and boy was it obvious that something had happened between us. With questions being asked by my mom and Susan about what had happened I wasn't ready to share how my childhood best friend and I became lovers when things got tough between Billy and I.

It wasn't embarrassing, well I wasn't embarrassed because if this was Billy he would've done the same thing. It just looks bad because I am a women, and got the label of a "whore" his fathers words. I took  a deep breath as I knocked on the door, Susan soon answering. She gave me a sad smile before pulling me in for a hug. I always liked Susan she was always really nice especially when it came to Billy. I remembered when Billy was a grade A asshole in high school and treated Susan with such disrespect. I smiled to see how he was treating her now, he was treating her like he would his own mother.

"He's not doing well" she whispered in my ear making me freeze. She pulled away getting a good look at my face that had heartbreak written all over it. "He's in his room, he's drunk so bare with him" she spoke making me shake my head in annoyance. A drunk Billy was a violent Billy and I was basically walking into the lions den. I walked over to his door opening it. He was laid out on his bed with a bottle of jack in hand. "What are you doing here?" He slurred leaving goosebumps on my skin. I knew this Billy all to well.

"Susan let me in"

He chuckled darkly, "That Susan, I'm going to have to tell her not to let you in next time" He spoke I stared at him blankly before reaching to grab his hand which he yanked away so I did the one thing I knew he wouldn't do, I knew he would never physically hurt me so I straddle his waist pinning his arms down basically forcing him to talk to me.

"Why are you doing this?" He whispered causing my eyes to go soft. "I love you" I answered making him laugh. I hated cold Billy, I hated that he could be this cold with me "I do" I spoke. Billy got up placing me on my feet, I loved that no matter how angry he was he was always physically gentle with me. I leaned on the wall watching as he paced back and fourth. "I'm sorry" I whispered knowing he would hear it,
"Why?" Was all he asked as he stopped to look at me, both hands placed on either of my head. I looked at him softly before saying "I don't know" and as soon as the words left my mouth I regretted it instantly because he started punching the wall next to my head. I grabbed hold of his face forcing his lips on mine in a powerful kiss, causing him to stop and kiss me back alcohol invading my mouth. His hand tangling in my hair and pulling roughly making me cry out as his lips began making their way to my jaw, down my neck and to the top of my cleavage. His lips than travel down to my stomach as he began getting onto his knees kissing down to my belly button, I moaned out as he lifted my dress slightly and his mouth found my center, placing my leg over his shoulder as he gave me pleasure. The pleasure so overwhelming I grabbed onto his hair gripping it as his tongue entered me.

"Tell me you love me" He growled as he licked, sucked and nipped at my folds making me scream out. He kissed back up my body the same way he went down lastly placing a wet kiss on my lips making me taste myself on him, "I love you, only you" I spoke looking deep into his eyes seeing him grow warmer with me.

"Why him?" He asked

"He was just there"

"Is there feelings for him?" He questioned, a sad smile appeared on my lips. I knew this truth was going to hurt him, "Yes" I answered truthfully. "Do you love him?"

"I love him but i'm not in love with him" I answered placing my hands on the sides of his face caressing his cheek with my thumb,"I'm in love with you"